The Fall

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~Everyone has needs for rest before we could pick up our lives again~


His pov~
Her father called.
I think she already know who I am.
It hurts that she already found the person she's gonna spend her whole life with.
Why did I wait till the school trip to confess?
She was in coma for 10 months.
Why did I not wait?
She told me in the bus that if it's to be the last time we will see each other she wanted me to be an idol. And I told her I want her to be my stylist.
I still love her.
I did this for her.
This is what she wanted me to be.

"Hyung! Hello!" Jungkook said beside me waving his hand infront of my face.
"Ye-yeah? What? " I asked
"You're not concentrated Yoongi you're mind is somewhere else.. this is very rare especially for you.. why don't you go out for a bit and get some fresh air .. clear your thoughts" Our manager said.
I nodded and went to the rooftop.
Looking at the city, the cold wind made me sad.
I wrote the song 'Let Go' indicating that I already gave up on her.
But honestly I still didn't.
I wrote the song 'Fake Love' with Namjoon but my love for her is nowhere near fake.
But she's happy now.
With someone else.
I have to let her go.
It's the best for the both of us.
I have never been with an other girl than her.
I have never loved someone so much.
But..........
This time for real.
I'm going to let her go.
And accept the fact that I'll never be more than a close friend.

Her pov~
I can't believe this even though its true.
I still have feelings for him.
I don't even know him.. well I used to but what if the he changed and not anymore like what I have written?
What if what if ? Like WHAT IF??
And he's an idol.
And I'm engaged.
A lot of girls want him and maybe he already have one as well.
Maybe I'll be nothing more than a close friend to him even if I didn't lose my memory.
I mean I have Bogeum I can't just leave him.
I love him. We Have been together for 3 years.
I went down and saw mom and dad watching tv.
It was already 5pm.
I messaged my bestfriend using my mom's phone that was on the table.
"Mom... Dad? What did Yoongi say? When will he visit? I want to meet him in person and ask my questions" I told them. "Well he said he would come after their tour so it will take long.. don't worry Janiz he still like you I can feel it" my dad said.
"Dad.. I'm engaged" I said.
"But you're still not married and you don't have kids" my mom said.
"Anyways I'm staying for the night" I said and they smiled.
"Let's cook dinner like the old days" mom said and we both went to the kitchen.
After cooking when I was getting plates his phone rang.

J- Hello?

Y- Hi Jaz it's Yoongi

J-  Oh uhm.. hi you're up early?

Y- Yeah haha we have a photoshoot later over an hour but uhm... So you know who I was? I mean what I am to you?

J- Well.. yeah I- I found out.... From my diary.

Y- Oh.. uhm okay that's good.

J- I'm gonna call some of our highschool mates tomorrow to find out more since you won't say anything.

Y- Haha yeah I'm sorry by the way.. you- you have a boyfriend huh?

J- Yeah.. I'm engaged actually

Y- Oh... O-o-okay then.. I eh I have to go

J- Wait Yoongi! Why do you sound like you're disappointed?

Y- Me? N-No its .... *Sighs* nothing nevermind...

J- Do you still love me?

Y- You ask like you remember everything?

J- No I'm sorry it's just what my dad said I was just curious.. I'm sorry

Y- No it's okay.. uhm... I'll mail your phone then I guess so just mail mine to (random address and country)

J- Yoongi are you?

Y- What?

J- Jealous?

Y- No.. It's nice hearing you say my name again...

J- Why do you sound angry?

Y- What do you mean?

J- Well.. how you talk you know

Y- Like you remember me.. I have to go just text me before you mail my phone then I'll mail yours to your parents address.

J- Yoon-

Y- Bye

Does he? No can't be.
Why do I feel so bad? Like broken? It hurts
I feel like I miss talking to him
His voice
Do I really miss him that much? Not knowing through all these years! That he has been the one I was Missing all along.
The emptiness that was there before was now gone.
And now replaced with pain.
Why?
Only because he got angry? Or disappointed?
Maybe it really is him that I want and not Bogeum..
Wait! I can't do this to him. No I'm going to get married with Bogeum.
I love him.

What is happening?
Omo!
I don't know where this story is going!
MWUAHAHAHA!!
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