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summary : in which you get a panic attack and you faint leaving it up to your best friend Grayson to take you to the hospital.

Fiddling with your fingers you struggled to calm your nerves. You had a presentation today in front of the entire senior class today and to say you were nervous is an understatement.

You have panic disorder which basically means you have sudden attacks of fear and nervousness. This made it difficult for you to be social, to be the center of attention and most importantly to enjoy yourself.

People usually strayed away from being your friend since you often had panic attacks and no one wanted to deal with that.

Well, everyone except Grayson, your best friend.

You met when he was a new kid at your school and you started to have a panic attack because kids were bullying you.

Without hesitation he fought off those kids and came to your rescue, not leaving until you were calm.

Your friendship had reached 4 years now and he was standing next to you behind the curtain rubbing your back doing his best to comfort you.

"I'll be right here, if you feel like you can't handle it, come right to me okay?"

You nodded while biting your lip, "Okay."

"(Y/N) it's time," your classmate Macie tapped you on the shoulder.

You turned to Grayson who simply gave you a smile and a thumbs up.

Turning back towards the stage you walked out with a deep breath.

The spotlight gleamed on you and Macie as the big screen dropped behind you two. The crowd was confined in darkness making it hard to see faces.

You took a deep gulp and began to feel sweat form on your hands and neck.

"With the plummeting numbers of the bee species, bees are facing extinction. We are here to share with you guys why bee extinction would mean human extinction, (Y/N)," Macie spoke confidently turning to you.

It was now your turn to speak and you felt your heart start hammering out of your chest.

You couldn't see the audience but you could feel every eye on you.

They could probably see you sweating. They probably think you look so stupid. Oh god Macie is probably regretting having you as a partner. Grayson is probably embarrassed to be your best friend.

You had stood there quietly, lip quivering.

People now started to whisper.

Macie whispered your name, "(Y/N) Speak!"

"Um, the bees, uh, um I uh-" you tried to spit out earning a few laughs from the crowd.

You could feel your leg shaking and your heart beating so fast you felt as if you had zero control over your body.

Glancing back you see Grayson worried about you.

When you looked back toward the audience you saw more people laughing.

Suddenly you felt all feeling leave you as your body hit the floor. You were so nervous that you fainted.

Grayson's pov :

I took deep breaths watching (Y/N) stand there quietly.

"Come on (Y/N) you can do this," I whispered to myself as if she could hear me.

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