Just || KTH ✔️

Chapter 14

Taeji's P.O.V

Midnight...

I sit on the rooftop that has an abandoned sofa. It still looks good though. I sit on it, looking at the sky, waiting patiently. It's been a few months since Taehyung and I have been contacting. He's a nice guy, before i know him personally.

But now, when i know him more personally, he's such a sweet guy. It breaks my heart that he's just too sweet. Like I'm just so soft for him. He's such a cutie. I'm just scared of one thing.

To fall in love with him. That is scary. Because you'll never know, he might not feel the same way. Plus he's Kim Taehyung, V, from BTS. Loving him as an idol is what i should have for him. And as a friend. Imagine if i fall in love with him, and want him to be mine. Ergh the thought of is is already scary. And I'm sure it's impossible to have a relationship with him.

Someone snapped their fingers in front of me, making me go back to reality. "It's midnight, and you're thinking so far away." - Taehyung said, sitting next to me. I just smiled. Yeah, he told me to meet him here. I don't know why. We didn't meet at all after that night we spend together with Minho.

That was weeks back. The boys have no schedules so I didn't meet him too. We only texted. "So, why do you wanna meet?" - i asked.

"Nothing. Just. To see you." - he said, smiling. I chuckled. He smiles. I lean backwards on the sofa, looking up at the sky. Night sky are always the prettiest. It's calm, sky filled with shining diamonds and a half moon.

"How long have we been friends?" - Taehyung asked, looking at the sky.

"4? 5 months?" - i guessed.

"That's long. Time runs so fast." - he said. I agree. Time is very fast nowadays.

"Honestly,.. Taeji.." - Taehyung said. I hummed. I look at him, as he did the same.

"Do you like me?" - he asked.

"Yeah." - i said.

"Really?"

I nod. "You're my idol. My bias. Of course i like you." - i said.

"That's not what i meant." - he said.

"Then? What is it?" - i asked.

"Like, do you like me, more than an idol? More than a friend? Do you like me, as a man?" - he explained himself.

"Like... someone you'd want to date." - he added. I gulped.

"Why do you ask?"

He shrug, looking away. "I liked you ever since i noticed you. First, as a fan, then slowly i just want to see you more. When we hang out a lot, my heart pumps and i feel like the most happiest guy ever-"

"Tae.. can we not talk about those?" - i cut him. He seems confused.

"Why? Are you not comfortable?"

"Not that. But i feel like our relationship should just be as friends." - i stated.

"You're rejecting me even if I've yet confess?" - he asked.

"Taehyung, it's not that way. But I'm very scared if we were to be more than friends." - i said.

"But why?"

"Tae, you're an idol. I'm just a fan. Or just a friend. I'm not rejecting but i just don't want it to lead to a relationship where we're dating. I'm very scared Tae. You'll never understand that." - i explained.

"I'm sure there's other girls. Maybe girl groups too. I'm just a fan that loves who you are, your music." - i added.

"And I'm still a human." - he said, looking in my eyes.

"I'm a human who have feelings. If i like or love someone, how can the tittle 'idol' effects the whole thing?" - he said.

"I'm not asking you to be my girlfriend. Yet. But i will one day. But i know now isn't the time. I'm just letting you know that i have feelings for you." - he said, giving me a small smile. I knew this would happen. I mean, i did predicted it. But I didn't want this to happen.

As much as i ever dreamt to be his girlfriend, before i knew him, this is just to much for me to handle. I forgot that he's a human still. He have feelings. I always see him as an idol and that's all. I don't know why or how but i felt a tear running down my cheeks.

Taehyung wiped the tear away with his thums. "Hey, why are you crying?" - he asked. I look away, shrugging.

"I'm not angry at you. I'm just stating the fact." - he added.

"I know Tae." - i said.

"I'm fine if you don't us to go to a higher relationship, but you'll always be in my heart. The first ever girl I'll keep forever, in here." - he said, pointing to his heart. As he smiles softly.

"Why me?"

He shrug. "No answer. Fate was the one. Feelings was the one. I was the one. You were the one. No reasons." - he said, smiling to me.

"Even if you end up with someone, I'll fight for that but if you're really not for me, I'll be there for you." - he said, tucking my hair behind my right ear.

"I know. That's cheesy. All of those are cheesy. But i mean what i say. That's cheesy too. But yeah." - he added.

"But, let's stay as friends first." - i said. He nods.

"Gladly." - he said, smiling. I'm scared if i ever will love him, he'll just leave. He's a human still, but he works hard as an idol, 24/7, and I'm scared feelings might fade away if we get together. I'm not putting myself in a situation as a fan. But as a lady. And I'm sure I can't really give any answers.

All i can do for now is, stay as friends. I don't wanna get hurt in the end. As much as he means what he says, i have to be careful too. For my own good. Why does he even like me? What do i have? Theres many more beautiful ARMYs out there. Why me? Why?

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REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY! I'm hearing to Winner's Really Really. Ehe. Anyways, yay i type this fanfic fast enough and here is the second update! Hope you like it ❤️

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25/4/18, 25th April 2018, 박재범의 생일

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