Love you till my last breath

Chapter 2

Its been going on for few days and Alec got even worst. He refused to eat and he was tired all the time. Whenever he went home from work Alec would either be asleep on the bed or the couch. He insisted on Alec to go and check but Alec as always being stubborn and they end up arguing making the twins cry. Lately Alec being difficult to talk too and drives Magnus crazy. It was one morning when Magnus woke up early and Alec still asleep next to him. He got up and prepared for breakfast when he saw the twins came in. Rubbing their eyes and Sophie was holding the pink teddy bear he bought for her when Alec was at hospitals. She will carried it around to let her sleep when she felt Alec is being sick. "Morning guys. Would you like cereal for your breakfast or you want something else?" Magnus was cooking eggs for him and Alec when the twins walked in. "daddy can we have PB and jam." Max said and Magnus nodded smiled at him. He poured milk on their cup letting them drank it first while he prepares their sandwiches. Peanut butter and jam was one of Max favorite and Sophie will just follow whatever Max wants. He will cut the crust and made it into small triangle. "Daddy is papa okay?" Sophie asked and made Magnus looked at her. "Yeah baby girl, why did you asked that?" Sophia looked at his dad with worried eyes and she kept on looking by the stairs waiting for Alec to walk down and have breakfast with them. "Why papa not up yet?" Magnus looked at her and she was right, Alec never woke up so late. "Why don't you woke papa up? Tell him to come down for breakfast." She smiled and jumped from their chair followed by Max. They both hold hands and climbed back upstairs. Magnus was done frying the eggs and turned off the stove when he heard a screamed. "Daddy!" He ran upstairs and went to their bedroom and saw the twins by the bathroom door with Alec by the toilet. "Alexander!" He was vomiting his guts out with his back facing the twins. Magnus ran passed the twins and rubbed Alec's back. "Get them out. Don't let them see me like this." Alec was pushing Magnus to get the twins out from their bathroom. He glanced at the twins and saw they both crying with Sophia holding the teddy bear to her mouth and cry. "Max get your sister and wait for me downstairs okay." Max didn't move and he looked at Magnus with angry look. "No! I want to stay with papa!" He insisted to stay making Alec angry. "Max! Listen to daddy! I'll be fine. Its just a tummy ache okay." Alec didn't dare to look at the twins and again he vomited his guts, he gagged and coughed out with a thread of vomit hanging by his mouth. Magnus was rubbing his back looking at him worriedly. "You said that before but you still sick! You lied!" Max was crying even louder and Magnus saw he was so scared. Magnus held them both and cupped Max cheek. "Hey I wont let anything happened to papa, I promised but pleased Max I need you to wait for us downstairs okay?" Max nodded before he took Sophie's arm and they went out from the bedroom. He lied when he said he waited downstairs cause both of them waited outside of Magnus and Alec's room sitting on the floor. They wish they would help him but they only a child. So Max only knows one thing to do. To comfort his sister.

Alec was still kneeling by the toilet and Magnus was rubbing his back. He continued to vomit after the twins left. After he was done he flushed the toilet and he brushed his teeth. Magnus grabbed him a towel to wiped his mouth. Then he stares at him while Alec gripping the sink top with his head looking down. He closed his eyes cause he felt dizzy and he take some water on his palm and washed his face to cool it off. "I will called Cat to come and see you." Magnus was about to leave the toilet when Alec pulled his shirt stopping him."No Mags, its fine. No need to call her." Magnus turned and see Alec was pale as dead and got furious. "How can you say you're okay. You're sick Alexander. Don't deny that." Alec rolled his eyeball at him, "would you just dropped that already?" Magnus was infuriated hearing Alec talking like he didn't care about himself. "Why the fuck would you do that? Have we been through enough all this years? What if the cancer came back? It will be too late to notice now Alexander! Don't fight me in this." Alec grabbed Magnus again before he left the toilet but he felt dizzy so he almost fell but caught by Magnus. He carried him to the bedroom and lay Alec's weak body on it. Alec was breathing heavily and clenching his stomach. "Don't fight me into this. Please let me call Cat to check on you." Magnus was about to leave again but Alec hold his hand back. He sat back down on the bed and caressed Alec's wet hair from his forehead. Alec grabbed his hand and placed it down on his tummy. Magnus looked at him with wide eyes and he placed his palm underneath Alec's shirt. "I want to tell you but I also not so sure. I haven't took the test yet." He sat up looking at Magnus but he got scared cause he didn't say anything. "Magnus? Say something would you. Don't you want this baby?" Magnus looked at Alec and he stares at his hazel eyes. How can Alec said those words to him, but then he realized he didn't responded to Alec of course he was worried. "Are you sure?" Magnus asked. Alec looked at him but he felt like it was a mistake telling Magnus that. He wanted to get off the bed but Magnus pulled him back and pinned him down. "Where do you think you're going?" Magnus asked. Alec couldn't stopped his tears from flowing. "Let me go!" Alec said with his voice broke. "What's wrong? What did I say?" Magnus was confused now and he doesn't understand why Alec being so weird. "You don't have to pretend you want to be with me anymore. I know you don't want this baby and you've disgusted of me aren't you! I cant-" Alec was sobbing and he was about to continued his rambling when Magnus smashed their lips together cupping Alec's head in between his hand. His kiss wasn't soft or light as usual but it was hard and deepen with one long breath. He let go of Alec's head rough and he looked at Alec's swollen lips. He smirked at him, "Stop thinking like that! Stop thinking that I would be disgusted by you. Stop thinking that I don't want to have another baby with you. There is nothing more I want other than making my family happy. You Mr Alexander Lightwood-Bane, never ceased to surprise me since the first day I met you. I love you so so much. Remember that always." Magnus was holding Alec's face and he saw how Alec's tear drops on his finger. Alec pulled him into a hug and he held Magnus tight on his chest. Magnus kissed his side of his temple and hugged him back. "Silly boy! Stop overthinking things would you!" Magnus patted Alec's head and rubbed his hair down. Alec stopped cry for a while and Magnus let go from the hug. He placed Alec back on the bed and he stroked Alec's cheek. "Now, let me just called Cat and we can do the test. The sooner the better. Okay?" Alec nodded weakly and smiled at his husband. Magnus stood up and went out from the room grabbing his phone with him. He doesn't want to call in front of Alec cause he has some concerns that he need to clarify with Cat but soon as he went out, he was amazed by how his kids were acting. He saw Max was sitting on the floor leaning against the wall with Sophia on his lap. Sophie fall asleep on his lap holding her teddy bear closed to her chest. Max was rubbing her hair calming her down. Magnus kneeled down and stroke Max cheek and soon he felt Magnus' touched he flinched. He was not supposed to be there, he promised to be downstairs but soon as he looked at his daddy he got scared. "Daddy. I'm sorry, I don't want to leave papa." Max was a good boy and there is nothing in the world can make Magnus angry for his behavior. "Its okay sweet pea, papa is gonna be okay. I promise. Lets get you something to eat okay?" Sophia heard his daddy's voice and she sat up rubbing her eyes. "Daddy? Is papa okay? I'm sorry for making papa sick." Sophia and Alec always had their arguments but in times she showed some affection and she actually scared she would hurt Alec's feeling. "No baby, papa is okay. I will tell you guys later okay. Now lets go and eat breakfast.