I send the message saying 'hey , I miss you could we talk I'm sorry about everything'
A couple minutes later I get a message back... Oh my god!.. she messaged back!!!... I smile as I read the message out loud.. ' sure , I forgive you good luck with your relationship.'
Grayson: thank you y/n , how have you been?
Y/n: terrible but don't worry about me , look after your new girl.
Grayson: I'm sorry Y/n.
Y/n: it's okay gray , don't worry about it.
Grayson: of course I worry about you , I still love you.
Y/n: you what?
Grayson: I'll talk to you later bye x
Y/n: oh okay x
I feel guilty for leaving it there... Why am I so dumb?... God I hate myself!.. she has probably moved on too... And dosent love me anymore... .. Your POV:
He said he still loves me! What the !! But he has a girlfriend and he's happy... Maybe he just said it because he felt sorry for me... You know what... It's been months and he didn't fight for me once! I'm just gonna have to move on... I sit there with my eyes welling up with tears... I just can't stop loving him... He was my everything... ... I look through the dating apps and come across one... I instal it and make my account... I put my phone on charge waiting to see if I get a match... I get out of bed... Looking through my walk in wardrobe... I put on my outfit I bought yesterday... I look in the mirror and put my makeup on to look like this.. ⬇️⬇️⬇️⬇️
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I half smiled at myself in the mirror before putting my makeup away... When I go back to my phone I see that I've got two matches... Two cute guys ... One called Jesse who is 16 years old, who looked like this...
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Or there was another guy who was 18 years old who looked like this who is called Kyle...
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There both cute but I can't date a 18 year old , I'm only 15 haha... But that other guys eyes are beautiful.. but not as beautiful as graysons... Ughh stop thinking about him... I swipe the other guy off and click on him... And I send the first message...
Jesse🤘
Y/n: hey.
Jesse: heyy.
Y/n: what's up?
Jesse: nothing much , I dont really get a match 😐, but now I have thanks to you.
Y/n: really?!
Jesse: yeah haha , what's with the exclamation mark?
Y/n: like I thought you would of got lots of matches , your hot.
Jesse: meh , thanks though.
Y/n: so where you live?
Jesse: England, you?
Y/n: me too.
Jesse: cool, anyway I don't know how this works but... I think your hot and nice so , you wanna go on a date?
Y/n: really? Already? You bearley know me.
Jesse: I don't need to know you , your gorgeous and kind.
Y/n: your not too bad yourself. And it's a yes to the date.
Jesse: okay cool ,thanks.
Y/n: so any past girlfriends?
Jesse: only one , but were chill now.
Y/n: okay that's cool.
Jesse: what about you?
As I read that message my heart flutters... Memories run through my mind... God am I really gonna do this? Am I really going to move on from gray?...
Y/n: um yeah..
Jesse: end bad?
Y/n: yeah..
Jesse: you want to talk about it?
Y/n: if that's not a problem for you.
Jesse: your my hopefully soon to be girlfriend, so yeah it's not a problem.
Y/n: awe your cute.
Jesse: shush haha.
Y/n: okay , I met this guy at my new school , back in LA... We were bacically love at first sight. We had a strong , unbreakable relationship and one day my best friend beat me and kept me locked up and made something up that I had cheated and e believed her.. and he told me he hated me and never wanted to see me again, but we talked the other day and he's moved on and is happy now.
Jesse: oh god I'm sorry! If I meet this dude I'm going to beat his ass.
Y/n: no it's fine. Were good now..
Jesse: so now your trying to move on?
Y/n: yeah.
Jesse: 😏
Y/n: lol.
Jesse: did you want to meet up now?
Y/n: sure idm I have nothing better to be doing.
Jesse: your 15 right?
Y/n: yeah why?
Jesse: do you live alone?
Y/n: yeah , my mum still lives in LA.
Jesse: okay , meet at the abandoned park at 10:15pm xx
Y/n: okay see you xx
Jesse: see you soon xx
I come off the app smiling.. it think I've found someone... He's cute , hot , funny and kind... He's not grayson but I need to move on... Otherwise I'm going to be misserable my whole life.. and grayson will never love me the way I did... I put my phone down.. running down the stairs to get something to eat... And run back upstairs to wait.... _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ Comment if you want more...
You guys are gonna hate me for what's gonna happen in the story soon.. Love you 💗
