In love G.D

did I deserve this..

As my feet dragging across the sandy beaches, I looked around the beautiful atmosphere... Tall trees , soft winds , clear clean waters, beautiful blue Sky's... My body felt empty... Broken... Like half of me had died... My heart breaking more every step I take , one more death thought each breath i take... He was my happyness... My love... My home... My solemate... My lover... My other half... He was mine... He'll move on... Be happy... Be successful... Rich... Have a house of his own... have Beautiful children... A family.. but that will be with someone else.. I hope that person will love him, cheerish him, care for him and keep him happy and safe forever... Because I can't...

A single tear rolls down my cold cheek, as my toes seep into the golden sand beneath me... I have no idea where I'm going.. what I'm going to do... When I'm going to tell my mum.. or anything... The only thing I know is I can't be neer him ever again... He completed me and ruined me at the same time... Didn't trust me.. or believe me... Do you have any idea how it feels to be not trusted and told they hate you by the one person who promised to love and care for you forever... No you don't... But my life isn't the same anymore.. I miss him and love him so much ...
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