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and in today's edition of Maddie Overshares Her Life on the Internet ...

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hey all

first things first: im sorry. genuinely. i got a wattpad notification last night and i haven't stopped thinking about my stories or just the people i've met in general. i think you guys know that things haven't necessarily been easy for me and my inspiration has completely been shot, so it's hard for me to just make things happen. my ten page English paper is probably the first thing I've written in about four months.

second of all: i want you guys to know that i started seeing a therapist about two months ago so im trying to get better: and i am getting better! i've felt pretty okay lately.

i'll stop with the numericals of all and just start rambling and unorganizing my thoughts <3333

so i have an actual boyfriend now!!! we've been together for about four months at this point and like.... he really makes me feel genuinely happy. he'a given me unconditional love and support through every single day and im very thankful for him.

i just wanted to gush about how much he means to me alright um

also im super fucking excited for prom

here's my dress!! it's blue for obvious reasons

and Wonderwall came on while im writing this so that brings me to this next point

the actual /story/

i desperately miss my kiddos kris and mallory

i really want to try and pick it up again. it's literally been about two years since i started it and i don't think it's right for me to just leave it be after so long. it may be a little hard for me to start now but im trying to come up with ways and ideas to continue it. so basically what im saying: a wonderwall update can be in the near future

im seeing the cubs on may 12th next month!! very excited. i hope it's kyle day because i haven't seen that boy pitch irl ever and i won't be content with my life until i do

i don't think i have anything else that's noteworthy to say, but i just want y'all to knowwww

i love you so so much 💞