i just want you to know that
you quickly became the sun that gives me a radiant sun kissed glow.
i feel a sense of happiness from the words you tell me and i will never take it for granted.
for every compliment feels like the first.
they shoot a spark through the veins in my body from my heart leading to my hands into my most vulnerable and to my toes.
i can feel your smile staring at me even if i am just a crazy dork.
i want to feel your chest rise as you breathe under my head.
i need to see your brunette hair fly in the wind because you haven't had a haircut in a while.
my life will never be complete without this daring adventure,
that has become you.
but,
for the time that we no longer brighten each others day i wish the purest for you.
for you deserve to live, laugh, and love your heart out.
for you deserve to be cherished like the stars that helped guide explorers.
and, when we cannot be together there will remain our hearts in a gravitational pull from miles away. for you were my first love,
and i will forever remember.
-m
