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Chapter 11: After

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"Laina?"

There was voices all around me, there was a bright light shining on me.

"Laina,wake up Laina" more voices...

It was so loud and i tried to tell them to shut up but when i tried to speak nothing came out. My throat was dry and scratchy and it felt like there was something stopping my voice from coming out as if there was a wall between my vocal chords and my mouth.

"Laina?Blink if you can hear me"

I blinked anything to get them to quiet down.

"If you're in pain blink three times"

Blink... Blink... Blink...

"Blink twice for water"

Blink...Blink

The cup touched my lips and then parted them. The water tickled down my throat and it burned like hell. I started to gag on the water as it was being poured down to fast, my throat still burned and it felt like it was glued together. The water stopped and my coughing/gagging let up.

"Laina why did you do it"

of course get straight to the point no 'Laina are you okay' just why did you do it.

I didn’t respond, what for so I could get lectured on my bad decisions, no thanks.

"Laina you better have a good explanation for why you jumped of a fucking building,  your dad and Nick are both in intensive care, since those idiots jumped after you thinking they could get to you before you hit the ground, they eased the fall for you but had to use themselves as shields and not even a were could go jumping of a 200ft building without getting hurt especially the way they fell"

10...20...seconds......Passed before Daniel cleared his throat and started talking again.

"So why the fuck is my son and your father in intensive care?"

Because their idiots...

"Dammit Laina!"

Daniel slammed his fists on the wall and then picked up his chair and threw it across the room, I flinched but that was the only reaction he was getting out of me.

I did feel bad, even if my dad hadn’t done much to help me before, he was still my dad and Nick used to be my Best Friend and I did miss what we had but it’s not like I asked or expected them to jump after me.

"What happened to you Laina, you used to be such a happy loving girl" Daniel sighed and shaked his head as if he really didn't know.

"Weren't you the one that exploited me? Don't stand there and judge me because i could write a whole fucking book on how many times you've screwed me over, if anyone here is at fault for something it's you"

He turned and stared daggers at me. "You agreed to it, don't you forget that"

"Not the way it went, no one would have agreed to it, you lied to me and still expected me to do it, that was your mistake not mine"

I stared at him with the same fight in my eyes, I was not backing down Alpha or not.

He chuckled “Laina since before you were born your future was planned out but not by me, I simply agreed to it in order to keep my mate, I am not at fault here”

"What are you talking about?"

"Oh nothing really, just that well in this world were will do what they have to keep their mates and get ahead"

He smiled at me as if it was the funniest thing in the world.

"Don't talk in code tell me straight out what you're talking about"

He kept smiling and I desperately wanted to wipe it off and give him something to scream about not simile.

"I've said to much as it is and by the way Laina..." He walked to towards the door and stepped out

"The baby started growing the minute is was planted and you can't kill it anymore"

Rage filled me and I threw a vase that was on the counter at the door, “ You son of a b… I hate you, I hate you!”

I grabbed everything i could and kept screaming and screaming. Letting the rage flow through me.

I spent a long time screaming at the door until the words of hatred turned into desperate sobs and those sobs turned into sad whimpers.

After what seemed like hours I stopped and wiped my eyes.

I stood up and pulled out all the tubes off of me and walked out of the hospital room, towards the medical supply room. Where they kept all the drugs and I knew that there would same day after pills.

It sucked that I hadn’t thought of it sooner but maybe if I used a lot, it could still kill the fetus or whatever it was now and if not I was going to have to go to a human doctor to get an abortion.

I don’t care what Daniel said because he was probably lying or wrong, I would have to find out for myself.

I found them and opened four bottles, i chugged them down one after the other.

Two hours later I was sitting on the floor crying like a crazy person, the guilt had finally sickened in and no matter how many times I told myself that this was best the thought that maybe I was killing a baby still made me cringe. As a child all I thought of was finding my mate and having pups and here I was with a mate who I hated and a baby I didn’t want, it was a sick cruel joke.

“I’m sorry baby but if you were born I don’t think I would be able to love you and maybe this is really best it is for me, I’m so sorry you don’t deserve this but neither do I! I’m 17 for Christ sake, what am I supposed to do with a baby all by myself?”

I rubbed my belly and let the tears fall, I hoped that what Daniel had said was a lie or I would be having a baby and who knows how it would be treated.

Daniel has said things that left me wondering and I knew that the pain and lies had only just started.

Sobs shaked my body over and over again there was no stopping them, I sat there crying well into the night feeling more lost than I ever had been before and scared of what was in store for me.

Could it really get worse?

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A/N

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