I woke up, tightness covered my body. I felt Locked, i slowly but swiftly turned around, Finn.
I quietly gasp, not knowing what to do, i try to swivel out.
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F:Morning.
Y:Hi.
i say awkwardly,
F:Wait, what am i. doing in here?
Y:You must of fell asleep,
He loosens his tight grip, and his brown eyes begin to blink.
F:Sorry,
Y:No need to say sorry; You didn't do anything wrong.
F:i know you feel awkward.
Y:no it's just been awhile since someone's held me like that.
We lay there in silence, until i break the tension.
Y:The agenda Today, Finnlard?
F:First,Breakfast!
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We hop out of bed, and scurry downstairs.
F:What would you like?
Y:Pancakes,
F:Very Good choice.
I like this finn, he makes me feel so happy.
After breakfast i Get changed and look for finn, I walk into a room. Not knowing what could be there, i see pictures of finn as a baby, But one sticks out.
Finn And. a girl.
F:y/n, what are you doing in here?
Y:exploring.
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I didn't ask about the photo just in case it 'turned' him.
Y:Fair well finnlard!
F:Where are you now going?
Y:Shower,
F:may i join-
Y:What was that finn?
F:shut up, nothing.
he glares and then smiles softly at me.
Y:Ur cute!
F:No i'm badass.
i laugh,
Y:badass finnlard.
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A few days later,
Me and finn had been getting on so well, my plan was going well. But i
couldn't do anything at this time.
I was downstairs talking to Mr and Mrs wolfhard about finn, and his childhood.
F:Well if it isn't my wonderful family.
Y:What about me?
F:You're apart of my family,
I knew he was trying. But i couldn't.
Y:so mrs wolfhard, where's your favourite place in this house?
MrsW; The library.
I felt a figure sat close next to me,
i saw finn.
my heart fluttered.
Y:Finn! You never told me about a library! i love reading!
F:Thanks mom.
he says sarcastically.
We walk up to the room.
F:Voila!
Y:This is so cool!
I see a den built at the top of the room, i climb the ladder and sit at the top.
Y:Finn, this is sick!
He comes up and lays next to me!
i move instantly,
picking a book up.
"How to kill a mockingbird"
Y:And i'm delving into the world of book land!
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Finn leaves after a while, and so do i,
I head towards his room.
when i hear him chatting on the phone.
"The deal is over, i've done my part now leave me alone. Fine You want the girl you can have her, she's useless anyways"
My heart thuds, dropping per minute.
Y:Finn, How could you?
he turns around.
F:wa-
I run toward my room.
he grabs my arm.
tears fill my eyes not stopping,
F:that wasn't about you, it was about my maid, carmella.
y:promise?
F:Yes,
Y:You're still a fucking dick.
His grip once again gets tighter.
And then loosens.
F:Off to bed.
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It had been awkward between me and finn but what i had noticed about the den in the library was a cold draft, in the floorboards.
i looked at it closely to see a crack like a door, this was my way out.
