Dear Diary

CELEBRATION

"So what will you give her?" Aryan

"Me. Am I not enough?" RK

They all laughed

"Sure you are more than enough Rishabh. You are the best son in-law any family could have" Malik

"No papa ji do you consider me son in-law. Am I not your son" RK faked sad face

"No I don't mean that you are my son. Only God knows how much we all love you" Malik

"Now tell us what will you give Di?" Trish

"I brought her this" RK

He handed his wife a diamond set. Which all the family was astonished by its beauty

"OMG di you are so lucky. You got the best gift" Aryan

"That is because she is the party girl. In your birthday party you will get the best gift" RK saw the jealous in Aryan's eyes and he was little sad

"Thank you" Madhu to RK

"Just thank you. You should kiss him to thank him" Padmini

"Mom" RK and Madhu said at the same time with a shock look in their eyes

All the family laughed at them

"Ok, Ok you don't need to kiss him here. You can do it in your house. But now at least Rishabh you should help her wearing it" Padmini

"Please mom I will put it by myself" Madhu

"Are you still shy from your husband? You are married for two months now. You shouldn't be shy" Padmini

RK thought in his mind that Padmini won't stop if he didn't do it

"If I help her, will you please stop" RK

"Ok I will stop but you have to help her" Padmini

RK looked at Madhu with I have to look and he got close to her. She felt her heart was popping from her chest. She didn't know why. But it was new and wired feeling for her. RK put the necklace around her neck. He noticed her face blushed and he got confused.

Madhu was lying on couch her head on her mother lap. Her mother was caressing her hair. Watching her husband playing with her brother the new game PlayStation 3

"Tell me Madhu how is everything between you and Rishabh? Are you happy with him?" Padmini

"Like you said mom. The best to marry someone loves me. He loves me a lot. And he cares for me. He is the best husband any woman could have" Madhu

"But why I see sadness in your eyes" Padmini

"No mom I'm happy" Madhu faked smile

"Are you still not having feeling for him?" Padmini

"How could mom. He is my husband. And he is caring for me a lot. I must have feeling for him. Good feeling" Madhu

"But you don't love him yet" Padmini

"My heart just need more time" Madhu

"Does Rishabh know that you don't love him?" Padmini

"He agreed to give me all the time I need" Madhu

"It must be difficult for him" Padmini

"It is ok mom we are ok please don't worry or overthink about it" Madhu

"Promise me Madhu that you won't hurt him" Padmini

"Sure mom he is my husband. I can't hurt him. Not intentionally at least" Madhu wiped a tear slipped from her eye remembering how bad she hurt her husband.

She was watching RK wan the game. Her brother was upset because he lost. RK started to tickle her brother's foot to make him laugh. Her brother stood up and attacked RK tickling him everywhere in his body until RK fall on the ground laughing and almost couldn't breathe.

Madhu got angry from her brother and stood up to go to them but her mother stopped her

"Leave them Madhu. Rishabh plays with them as if he is in the same age. They both play like this for hours" Padmini

They stayed at Malik's house all the day then they went to their house

Dear Diary

Today was my first visit to my family after my marriage. It feels so good to be with them. I really missed them so much. I don't visit them because it is hard for me to hide the truth from my mother.

We always share everything among us. Even today, I almost told her that I lost RK's love. That I hurt him badly. That we don't have husband and wife relationship. But seeing RK's happiness there stopped me.

There is his home not here. There he is living his life not here in this dead house. I can see he belongs to them.

If I have to pay my family as your happiness cost, I will do it happily RK. If I have to give my family away to you RK I will do it.

Maybe they will give you the happiness I couldn't give you. Maybe they could erase the pain I caused to you. Maybe it could reduce the guilt I feel in my heart

Dear Diary

Today we celebrated Madhu's graduation. I'm really happy for her. Finally, she reached her goal. She became a doctor. I'm sure she will be great one. Seeing her happiness today was the best that happened to me since my marriage.

But something strange happened today. When I got close to her, she blushed. She wasn't uncomfortable like any other time. I don't know why. Does she have feeling for me?

RK wake up. Don't dream so far. Don't think like that. She loves Sultan and she doesn't love you. You must remember that so you don't get hurt. Don't imagine things would never happen.

Live the reality. No matter how bad it is. It is better than living a lie. Did you forget your conditions? No love. No passion. No intimacy.

Now focus and think about tomorrow. It will be her first day in hospital. She will start her internship. You must be gentle with her. Forget your harsh treatment you gave to her all those years. She is your wife now not only your student.

You can see where your harsh treatment took you both. Maybe if I weren't that tough, she would love me instead of Sultan. Don't mention his name. His name makes me frantic. He did nothing wrong. But I can't imagine my wife loving him not me.

RK focus. Forget all about him now. You were talking about Madhu's internship. You will be good to her. You can't let anyone in hospital feel there is a problem between you two. Your problems should stay in your house. Now sleep because you have surgery early morning