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Song: EDEN - End Credits (ft. Leah Kelly)
(this is the song to listen to, when you want to get lost in something. i wanna stop listening to this because i'm afraid that i'll eventually get tired of this, but it's just too damn good)

i wanted to call you,
but it's not something that i need,
it'll do more harm than good.
i wanted to love you right,
but broken people do broken things,
broken people think brokenly,
wicked poetry dripping from her lips,
these days i think about her more than you
and that's the pain that we feel-
words like to kill feelings
so we keep a cigarette ripped
and our ashtrays empty.

loveless, i've sorted my chaos out.
i wanted to call you,
but when the call ends
you'd just end up leaving me again.
it's just not worth mentioning 
that i'm still hurting,
a broken person tries to hold another broken person.
we were never going to make it,
the world looks a lot lonelier on this side. 

the grass is blue,
dew makes it look like they cry.
we're all a little lovesick and ready to end things,
this is just another letter that i can't remember.
infatuated by your lies,
flaming insensitivities,

you used to be in love with me.

here's something that i've been meaning to tell you-
i'm tired of loving you.

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