REVENGE

"family II"

"break up with him!"

"choose!! wonwoo, leave him or get out of our house!" 

"us or him, if you choose him we'll disown you"

those were some of  the hurtful words we thrown that night.

the night he chose to leave us, the night i wish i just supported him as what he is, as who he is.

yet, i chose to think like those discriminating people. like others who don't like seeing something that defies the norm, something deviant from others.

when he left i was so angry, so angry that i did not even move when he stepped out of our door. not even cared where he'll go and not even bother on what he will do.

i decided to cut of our ties, since he chose someone other than his family.

but my anger faded as days past realizing that there was something missing, somehow my days are feel so incomplete.

it was too late, we cant find him anymore.

bohyuk, blamed us!

bohyuk was young, yet he understood his brother

he accepted him, so why did we not, why?

to think that i, his mother, their parent did not even know anything.

  what happened made my heart sank deeper.  

i felt so sorry, i wanted to say sorry, i kept on being sorry. cause that is the only thing i can think of.

is to be sorry.

until now i am.

here i am again, locking myself in our room.

crying while looking at our family photo.

reminiscing the times we were complete.

the times when we were happy, the times we were together

i smiled while caressing my sons face in the photo, this is my routine. to look at our picture until i fall asleep.

i dried my tears when i heard a knock at my door. it is probably my husband, i let out a sigh, yes my husband or our maids, bohyuk wont even bother to greet us ever since we made his brother leave. i told my husband that the door was open. as he entered i smiled at him, trying to hide my sadness. then he suddenly hugged me, i asked why but he just told me to come with him. probably one of his ways to cheer me up, he was always like this since we realized what we did. i followed him since it was the only thing to do, my husband is making an effort to cheer me up so i had no reason to reject. 

when we were approaching the living room i heard laughs, "did my husband invite someone "i asked silently. then i heard bohyuk speak his name. "oh did bohyuk had some of his friends come over " "are they talking about his brother" as we arrived at the living room i saw bohyuk with someone,  when bohyuk noticed us he stopped talking and smile then then signed his companion to turn around.

when he turn around, and i had a look at his face.

my tears automatically fell.

i could not believe it.

"he's here, our eldest child is back. hon" my husband said as he hugged me.

"hey mum" wonwoo said as he walk nearer to me.

i walk towards him and the hugged him "i'm sorry, i'm sorry. i'm" sorry" i kept on apologizing.

"wonwoo, im so sorry. i, we should not have done that"

"i should have been more understanding"

"i should have heard your explanation"

"i should not have made you choose"

"we should not made you leave"

"i'm so sorry"

 i felt wonwoo hug me tighter. "mom it's okay now, i understand. it's fine, i'm here now already"  

 we continued to hug each other, then bohyuk and my husband joined in.

our hug was broken when we heard a cry.

it was a child, a boy. i was wondering who's child it was when wonwoo suddenly carried him and attempting to make him stop crying. that is when it dawned to me that his the father.

i smiled, my son is already a father while i was not with him.

as the night went deeper.

we talked, we reminisced and we reconciled.

im happy that we are together 

im happy we are complete.

sorry lame one please forgive me!