I deserve it (Namjin/Yoonjin)

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Jin pov

I've been married to namjoon for 2 years. I love him so much than he do..why? Because lately namjoon never kiss me,hug me like he used to, he's too busy on his work, but today was his free day so I thought maybe we can spend our time together like we used to.

"Joonie-ah!!" I yelled. 20 minutes passed but no sign of him. I decided to walk upstairs. I'm so happy thinking that we would spend our time together today that I can't mad at him right now.

"Joonie-ah wake up~" I whispered to his ears. "Don't disturb me J.I.N" it surprised me..he never say my name before. He'll always called me like 'babe' 'princess' 'jinnie' but I don't care. I keep shaking his body until he's fully awake, but what happened next break my heart.

"ARE YOU DEAF?! I SAID DON'T DISTURB ME. I'M TIRED SO CAN YOU PLEASE FUCKING LEAVE ME ALONE?!" He shouted at me. "Joonie I just wanted to spend my time with you since today is your free day..I missed the old you Joonie-ah. You never spend your time with me ever since you got your job." I said while trying to hold my tears.

"Well fuck that Jin. I don't care bout it. So if you don't mind please get out. I'm trying to get some rest here."

After hearing those words from the one I loved so much. I run away,with tears running down my cheek. Why? Why did namjoon being so cold this day. This is not the first time he did this to me. He did it like hundred times.

I stop running when someone grab my wrist. I turn around hoping it was him but no. "Jin hyung? Are you crying? Who did this to you? And who are you running from? Did you hurt? Did someone hu-" I stop him. "Yoongi-ah..I..I can't take this anymore..I-I" I can't even speak my words properly but lucky me to have such friends like Yoongi. "Jin hyung take your time ok? Lets go to my house. We can talk bout this later but for now calm yourself first." He hug me until we reach his house.

Yoongi was my bestfriend. Well he's like a brother to me. He knows me well than everyone does.

"So jin hyung what happened?" He asked me. "Well namjoon..he is not like he used to. He used to be so kind and ..sweet but now he's like a beast..I just can't take it anymore yoongi. I don't think he loves me anymore." I let it all out. "Yahh don't give up already hyung maybe he have a lot of work to do. He loves you..Yea i'm sure bout it."

Yoongi pov

"Thanks yoongi. I'll try to talk to him. I'm really happy to have friend just like you." Jin smile bitterly to me.

After a lot of conversation, it is getting late. Jin have to go home and its kinda sad. Yes I always have a crush on Jin. His eyes, his lips..everything bout him is perfect. Of course It broke my heart knowing he was married. Cause it supposed to be me. I never really liked namjoon. Jin always cried because of him and I don't like it. Namjoon have something and I'll prepare my fist if he do something bad to my jin.