Chris made a good kitchen assistant; he also made a very good listener- for some reason I decided to pour out all my life's struggles over a bubbling pot of pasta, he didn't seem to mind or at least if he did he didn't let it show. I glanced over at him as he obediently buttered the garlic bread; he was processing all of my data- it was at this point that I felt embarrassed.
"I-I'm sorry I talk too much."
He gave me a reassuring smile; "I like to listen to you- you seem to have a lot to say ."
I blushed fervently; he continued on: "Most girls that come here are after one thing, but you - you have depth it's refreshing."
"So my babbling doesn't bother you?" I spoke softly my tone revealing my surprise;
"You feel comfortable enough to talk to me without judgement-most people don't do that; they either fear me or lie to me" his voice was low and passionate; "I really appreciate your company"
I gave him a wide smile; "I like hanging out with you too."
We sat side by side at the kitchen counter; as I watched him hungrily devour the chicken casserole- my soul sighing contentedly.
"The food won't run away you know"
He paused mid bite; "I haven't had home-cooked food in a long time, you cook like my momma"
I giggled softly; "Well I'm happy you're enjoying it"
"You'll make a good momma"
"You really think so"
"I know so; you give off those momma vibes"
"I always dreamt of having a family, I want two daughters and two sons ,oh and a cat "
"Is there a white picket fence included?"
"As a matter of fact there is."
"Touche', well I always wanted a family too; I was finna have three boys and a girl by a nice down to earth chick and I was gonna teach them how to dance and take them on trips- but it didn't quite work that way."
"Hey you still have a beautiful baby girl ; she looks just like you."
"She likes to dance like me too- but it aint the same; me and her moms aint even friends."
"Maybe it's better that way- better for you not to get your feelings involved."
He pondered this; his face perplexed- "When I fall in love it consumes me; it's like all I think of is that person- I get possessed - he sighed deeply before continuing on; "I turn into an animal..
"You're loyal Chris and passionate- "
"It's my passion that scares me- I get drunk off that shit and end up hurting the women I'm supposed to care for; it's like I black out sometimes - I get so high off love that I go crazy when they leave" His voice gradually cracked; his eyes glazed over with tears that he restrained
"You're not a monster - and you're not an animal; you're just bipolar and self-medicating, you have to face it Chris or it'll keep consuming you"
He made a tense closed fist; I watched his jaw clench his eyebrows framing his face angrily. My heart pounded but my soul was at rest- I was used to being around unstable men; both my brother and my father have bipolar disorder , my mum was perfectly healthy; and intensely stressed.
"I know that you're not going to hit me Chris, you're just frustrated ; it doesn't change the truth."
He gradually loosened his fist; his face following on-"I had it under control when I left jail- then all the stress hit and -"
"You cracked"
He nodded his head ; "You're not afraid of me" his voice was gentle and childlike
"You're not someone to fear Chris , you're just a broken soul in need of some genuine love "
"No one loves me ; they just use me."
"Now that's not true - what about your momma?"
He slowly looked up at me, the tears finally escaping his bondage and rolling down his cheeks
"She loves you, and you miss her; why don't you go ahead and put that woman out of her agony with a phone call."
"She's mad at me ; I keep letting her down."
"She's mad because she cares- stop being stubborn and call your momma."
He gave a small chuckle "You ordering me now?"
I gazed at him stonily: "As a matter of fact I am - if you don't call her I'm not going to bake that pie you wanted."
"You bribing me with food?"he was clearly amused; "I told you that I was going to love on you and I meant it; you need a friend and I have already nominated myself."
His face flushed as he played with his hair; "You want to be my friend?"
"Yes"
He smirked mischeivously ; "With benefits?"
I smacked him gently with my apron; "No"
"Well alright then, no need to get fiesty"
I gazed at him , my eyes determined- my demeanor serious.
"Fine I'll call her"
I gave him a tender hug; he responded by wrapping his arms around me tightly - his head burrowed into my neck.
I gave him an innocent kiss on the forehead before we broke our embrace; he was blushing - his face set aglow with pure joy.
"I'm lucky to have a friend like you"
I smiled warmly at him; "The pleasure is mine, now go call momma joyce."
I retreated to my room to pack; the humid vegas air made me exhausted - I wiped a stream of sweat from my forehead; before I was jolted by the sound of my phone ringing.
It was the snake;
"You've been down there for longer than expected; did things get heated down there?"
Her tone was playful and mischeivous ; "Not in the way you're thinking of, I've been getting to know him." My eyes gazed off into the vegas sunset as I ran through the last 32 hours, my voice was soft and wistful
"It sounds to me as if you're catching feelings for this fiend."
I cleared my throat; suddenly coming back to reality- "I've been nothing but professional, the story is coming along nicely- i'll be back by tommorow afterno-"
"No you will not, my sources tell me he's growing quite fond of you and you seem to be able to level with him easily- I want a pultizer prize winning story Jai; so we will be relocating you to our offices in Los Angles - accomodation has already been arranged."
"W-w-what about my things, my cat?"
"They are being U-Hauled as we speak- you make good bait and I trust the story will be sensational; remember your purpose Jai- I'll keep in touch."
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Truth
FanfictionJai is in for the journey of her life as her dream of working with troubled star, Chris Brown becomes reality. ...will it break her or make her..is he the devil or simply a lost soul find out as she journeys to find Truth...