Does anyone else do that thing where you imagine your life with the person sitting next to you on the bus?
That's me with like 80% of anyone who treats me nicely.
I went on a retreat for this thing I was in.
I didn't know anyone so I was nervous but I actually became really good friends with everyone.
There was this one guy who I didn't really get to talk to much but on the last day he spoke to me.
During the trip I slept really late and woke up really early. So around 6am I went up and everyone was still sleeping so I decided to chill on the balcony and watch the view, we went to the mountains and got a sweet cabin that was on the edge of hill, anyways I sat out with my blanket and not too long after he came outside as well.
We both greeted each other and he sat down. It was a bit awkward at first but he finally talked to me, he asked me about my drawings and was really interested in it. he said since he saw me with my sketchbook the day before he wanted to talk to me but didn't get the chance. I'm glad he spoke to me and for the rest of the trip I felt more comfortable with him. Later he added me on Instagram and after the trip was over and I got home he messaged me. We talked about normal stuff and the conversation ended soon after.
What I'm getting at is how much I'm thinking about him now! It's like just cause we have similar interests, just because he's a little cute, just cause he was nice to me, I feel like I like him. Even though I know I don't.
Why must I do this to myself???!
I mean if he did happen to feel something for me mayyyybeeee I would like him but even then I'd be too skeptical about my actual feelings.
Same ol same ol
