"That's okay, we all are." And then he got up and let me sit alone. Everyone else was on their phones listening to music. I did the same and started texting Patty.

TEXTS:

Me: Hey

Patty: Hey, I can't believe we are really doing this!

Me: Me either. Alex showed me around. I think I'm going to like this. I'm not sure how I'm going to take being away from my best friend/boyfriend for so long!

Patty: We'll make it work, don't worry.

Me: Okay. I hope you're right. I'm super nervous

Patty: Just listen to music, you know it always helps. The guys need my help, I'll talk to you later. Love you

Me: Love you too

At this point I felt completely alone. Patty wasn't with me, all my friends were gone, well I guess not gone but I can't talk to them right now. Patty's right, I should just listen to some music.

I turned on 'Smile' by Avril Lavigne.

You know that I'm a crazy bitch

I do what I want when I feel like it

All I wanna do is lose control

Oh, oh

But you don't really give a shit

You go with it, go with it, go with it.

'Cause you're fucking crazy rock'n'roll

Yo-u said "Hey,

What's your name?"

It took one look

And now we're not the same

Yeah you said "Hey."

And since that day

You stole my heart

And you're the one to blame

(Yeah)

And that's why I smile

It's been a while

Since every day and everything has

Felt this right

And now you turn it all around

And suddenly you're all I need

The reason why I-I-I

I smi-i-ile

Last night I blacked out I think

What did you, what did you put in my drink?

I remember making out and then, oh, oh

I woke up with a new tattoo

Your name was on me and my name was on you

I would do it all over again

Yo-u said "Hey,

What's your name?"

It took one look

And now we're not the same

Yeah you said "Hey."

And since that day

You stole my heart

And you're the one to blame

(Yeah)

And that's why I smile

It's been a while

Since every day and everything has

Felt this right

And now you turn it all around

And suddenly you're all I need

The reason why I-I-I

I smi-i-ile

The reason why I-I-I

I smi-i-ile

You know that I'm a crazy bitch

I do what I want when I feel like it

All I wanna do is lose control

You know that I'm a crazy bitch

I do what I want when I feel like it

All I wanna do is lose control

(Yeah)

And that's why I smile

It's been a while

Since every day and everything has

Felt this right

And now you turn it all around

And suddenly you're all I need

The reason why I-I-I

I smi-i-ile

(The reason) The reason why I-I-I

I smi-i-ile

The reason why I-I-I

I smi-i-ile

I smiled though out the song. Slowly drifting to sleep.

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