RANDOMNESS 1.0

apologies and Thanks

Yes, the title is intentional. A few of you will understand what's going on here.

Let's start, shall we?

I'm sorry.
I'm sorry I'm this way.
I'm sorry I'm not reliable.
I'm sorry I'm not nice, or caring.
I'm sorry I'm protective.
I'm sorry I talked to you.
I'm sorry I befriended you.
I'm sorry I scared you.
I'm sorry I abandoned you.
I'm sorry I wasn't there for you.
I'm sorry I didn't understand.
I'm sorry I ignored you.
I'm sorry I exist.
I'm sorry I'm associated with you.
I'm sorry my death would affect you.
I'm sorry you care.
I'm sorry I love you.
I'm sorry I care for you.
I'm sorry that I don't understand why you'd miss me.
I'm sorry I don't understand why it would matter if I died.
I'm sorry you can't explain.
I'm sorry you can't help.
I'm sorry you tried.
I'm sorry you worry.
I'm sorry you care.
I'm sorry you know my struggles.
I'm sorry I don't think about anyone else.
I'm sorry my way of protecting you is ignorance.
I'm sorry you know me.
I'm sorry you care about me.
I'm sorry this happens.
I'm sorry I am depressed.
I'm sorry I have problems.
I'm sorry I complain.
I'm sorry I bother you.
I'm sorry I rant to you.
I'm sorry I annoy you.
I'm sorry I give you anxiety.
I'm sorry I make you cry.
I'm sorry you need help I can't supply.
I'm sorry you come to me.
I'm sorry you use me.
I'm sorry you rely on me.
I'm sorry you trust me.
I'm sorry you forgive me.
I'm sorry you have to tell me it's okay.
I'm sorry you have to deal with me.
I'm sorry you have to comfort me.
I'm sorry you have to out up with my whining.
I'm sorry you are affected.
I'm sorry you have to tell me it's fine.
I'm sorry you have to apologize.
I'm sorry you have to read my apologies.
I'm sorry you talk to me.
I'm sorry you put up with me.
I'm sorry you're reading this.
I'm sorry this is repetitive.
I'm sorry this is pointless.
I'm sorry you care to read this far.
I'm sorry you keep going.
I'm sorry this is confusing.
I'm sorry I am confusing.
I'm sorry this is pitiful.
I'm sorry I am pitiful.
I'm sorry this is boring.
I'm sorry I am boring.
I'm sorry this is stupid.
I'm sorry I am stupid.
I'm sorry this is worthless.
I'm sorry I am worthless.
I'm sorry this is ridiculous.
I'm sorry I am ridiculous.
I'm sorry this worried you.
I'm sorry I worried you.
I'm sorry.

Thank you.
Thank you for putting up with me.
Thank you for not ignoring me.
Thank you for caring.
Thank you for helping.
Thank you for understanding.
Thank you for trying to understand.
Thank you for loving me.
Thank you for the hugs.
Thank you for being there.
Thank you for not caring about my problems.
Thank you for keeping me company.
Thank you for reading all the shit I put out.
Thank you for being nice when I don't deserve it.
Thank you for not abandoning me.
Thank you for not giving up on me.
Thank you for listening to what I need to say.
Thank you for letting me rant.
Thank you for not letting me die.
Thank you for giving me reasons to live.
Thank you for giving up your time.
Thank you for telling me about you.
Thank you for asking me about me.
Thank you for talking to me as I do for you.
Thank you for accepting me as who I am instead of who I want to be.
Thank you for not caring what I say.
Thank you for caring enough to listen.
Thank you for caring enough to give me attention.
Thank you for caring enough to make me laugh.
Thank you for not letting me give up on myself.
Thank you for not letting me give myself a hard time.
Thank you for being there when I need you.
Thank you for letting me be there for you.
Thank you for letting me return favors.
Thank you for letting me help you as you helped me.
Thank you for letting me assist you when needed.
Thank you for including me.
Thank you for remembering me.
Thank you for not letting me fade.
Thank you for not letting me be the awkward child I am.
Thank you for not letting me be forgotten.
Thank you for not letting me being myself down.
Thank you for taking these words to heart.
Thank you for taking in my words as they are.
Thank you for not hating me for my mistakes.
Thank you for recognizing that I'm not perfect.
Thank you for consoling me whenever I think I need to be.
Thank you for knowing just what to say.
Thank you for making me laugh and smile.
Thank you for being me up.
Thank you for not being mad at me for being who I am.
Thank you for recognizing when I need a hug and such and giving it to me.
Thank you for wishing you could help.
Thank you for trying to help anyway.
Thank you for comforting me.
Thank you for everything.
Thank you.

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