chat with jerseyboy and dead!.
dead!: im sorry
dead!: i just want to know if you cared
jerseyboy: ?
dead!: do you care
jerseyboy: about you?
dead!: yeah
jerseyboy: yeah.
jerseyboy: i care about you and mikey and pete and donna. i care about a lot of people.
dead!: i mean like, do you miss me
jerseyboy: i miss a lot of people
dead!: stop beating around the bush just tell me if you give a shit or not.
jerseyboy: ...
jerseyboy: i don't think you and i were cut out for each other
jerseyboy: i don't think im cut out for anybody
jerseyboy: nothing can make me happy for long. why should i drag someone else down?
dead!: i love you so much
dead!: and i know now how you felt
dead!: and maybe it doesnt matter but im sorry. im sorry i put you through any of this. im sorry i made you feel this miserable
dead!: im just sorry
jerseyboy: everybody feels sorry for me
jerseyboy: im pity friend
jerseyboy: im the pity boyfriend
jerseyboy: everybody pities me
jerseyboy: im sorry this, im sorry that
jerseyboy: it's never anything else.
jerseyboy: like I have to live my life in bubblewrap and suddenly everyone is sorry because ive tried to kill myself
jerseyboy: sorry loses its meaning when you hear it every fucking day
dead!: i tried.
dead!: and if that isnt enough for you then im sorry
jerseyboy: you weren't enough for me
jerseyboy: and i wasnt enough for you
jerseyboy: so, sorry.
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not my type ↬ frerard
Fanfictiondear fucking whoever... ~ ☆ #1 in the kikfic tag ☆ #11 in the petekey tag ☆ #12 in the frerard tag ~ disclaimer: i wrote this when i was like 14 so it's kind of problematic but whatever
