Living freely as a mob in an otome game (Dropped)

Opening for second volume :v

Three years have gone by and I haven't met the heroine at all. I've been wondering about this now, but is she doing well? I mean, her not being in the school means that she isn't the heroine and just a normal girl now, meaning that she has no way of killing my sister, thus she is innocent. ((A/n: sorry I just kinda forgot about her, lolz)) how could you, author-San? So if Sapphie doesn't get much screen time, you'll forget her? ((A/n : no, no, of course not..........😬)) Baka author.

Anyways, I've finally turned 15 and the day after tomorrow will be the big hunt. I can't believe that we're actually giving a go at this thing, I'm gonna be meeting all the capture targets in one field!!! This is awesome!!! And finally we have the big reveal on the elf character, ah... I want to meet him soon. I got confirmation from father to release my potential so after all the fighting, I'll be on to my Bishie search for handsome men. Uh... um... I mean, hahahaha..ha..... I'm just full of admiration for them, Noel is still number one. But....

Lately he has been gone to somewhere a lot, I'm not sure where and it seems like the time I have with him is reducing, slowly, slowly. He's probably training for the hunt but, it still bums me that I'm not meeting him much. And it concerns me that he isn't noticing my subtle hints that I like him. Ahh, Noel. when will you notice me? ((Notice me Noel senpai~~)) Shut up, author san. Not like you're love life is going any better.

On a side note, I remembered that the otome games information is now unreliable so I shouldn't really count on it much but I'm afraid of the ghost character that I haven't seen, yes, he's the hidden ghoul character.

He's a game changer in the otome game so I still have to be wary of him. I've finally grown some awareness of my sisters death from the upcoming hunt. I didn't prepare for it at all and I thought I could be a good sister. The dream guy hasn't been meeting her anymore and I could feel the disappointment from her but it's for her own good. I'm glad he didn't come back, it's unhealthy after all.

Damien for these 3 years was also training in the castle so we didn't meet much, and although it saves me from all his antics, it's kinda odd how he's not there. Then Vier for some reason also got called back by his father in the vamps kingdom, yeah, sure, run away after the duel.... Father and mother both have work to do. I feel abit lonely....

Sister was accompanying me all the time but she has her life too, so I can't be selfish and just deal with this alone. Well, this is my fault for leaking mana so people don't be friends with me. *sigh* and even Farren too. I didn't see him. Come to think of it, didn't the otome game have a huge time skip during these three years? Of course they had a time skip, it was mighty boring so I'm skipping three years and telling you about now.

Honestly, I'm kinda nervous. For some reason, teams are to be made separately this time. Different from the game, we can choose who we want to be teamed up. I can start to see this world changing from the original otome game and I'm sure it's because of the absence of the heroine. I don't know if this is good or bad. Tomorrow, Vier, Damien, me, Farren, my sister, Noel, Kuro and Shiro are going to gather. The elf and ghoul is from another branch of the school so they're in another team. I'm not sure if the heroine is going to join or not. To be frank, today we're going to see who teams up with whom. Teams are only of four people. Meaning, at the end, only one team from either branch of school wins. Prioritize winning against other branches and then win against your own classmates to make your team the best.

A bit confusing, really, but I'm sure I'm gonna beat everyone, I've trained myself too, y'know? Ever since I was a baby, I've been training, naturally I'm strong. I've even killed a dragon not long ago, but I was scolded by my mum because apparently dragons are dangerous but needed in society for trials of the chosen or something, it's only for S class people and a kid who could kill a dragon is weird. So I did what anyone would do, I revived it.

What? You wouldn't do that? I'm not sane? Haha.....hahaha...ha..

Welp, anyways, now I got an undead dragon which is right now miniaturized into a small dragon pendant. Yep, I'm wearing Shiny as a necklace. I named her shiny because after the revival, she shined so bright my eyes hurt. And her scales somehow became shiny. Shouldn't it turn ugly and bloody though? She turned really shiny red.... Kind of like a fiery colour just like my hair, is this intentional, I wonder? As a sign of its being revived by me?

I think I'm growing more and more childish as the days go by. I've forgotten more and more things from my other world that I'm not sure if I was even there in the first place. Now it seems like this is the reality. I'm confused, but don't show it. I've been feeling a sense of loss and I can tell that sister understands it a bit, but nothing she tries is helping, so she decided to stay beside me. She didn't tell me this, but I can see it from her concerned actions.

Really, I don't know why I ever hated her, she's an amazing person.

Over these three years, like I said, I've got minimal contact with the capture targets and maybe that's good and all, but it had me wondering what their actions towards me are. Well, for one thing, the heroine is busy occupying the wolves and their father so she can't be there to direct the capture target's attentions at, and so instead of liking her, is it possible for them to be changing their love interest to me?

I'm not being conceited, or too proud or anything, but if so then that's a huge problem.......for me. I can't take that sort of fighting style and I don't have that thick of a skin so I will probably melt before any love flags get triggered by their handsomeness alone. Ahh, the life of an otoge lover... You understand right, you get it?? If suddenly the most handsome people in fiction world appears in front of you and does those flirty actions with you, you'll melt right?? Right???