The White Rose (1st book in trilogy)

Monday

A/N sorry the line from bring it on cause I love that movie

~Sam~

I drove to school with a smile on my face and a pep in my step. When I got to school Izzy ran over to me. "Sam dont be mad at him okhes just making a point." "Be mad at what." "Just rip off the bandage" Val called. "Ok well Jack said to everyone that he had sex with you and now everyone thinks your a hoe." "Wait What!!!!!!!!" I was about to cry. "Brace your self gurl" Val said. We walked in me holding hands with both of them trying to brace myself and everyone was talking all I heard was you hoe crap fuck my life. "Sam please tell me its not true" Nate said coming out of nowhere. "Maybe it is." "Sam I told you about sex." "Well you do it all the time and you dont keep it a secret cough cough." "I see what you mean but your the responsible one I come to you for advice." "Yeah well maybe im tired of being a good girl maybe I wanna have a little fun too stop thinking of me so highly" I said slaming my locker and walking away. Izzy ran after me Avery would of just let me walk away. We walk to a conor and I silde down put my head in my hands and cried yeah you read right cry cause this is just like eight grade all over again when I let Brandon Aro go to second based with me and I was bullied all through 8th & 9th grade for it. "I heard about Brandon Aro" Izzy said breaking the silent witch made it even worst. "If you didnt you would be the only one who didnt know." "Is it true you were considered the school." "Yeah I was." "Does Jack even know this before he put you out like that." "That year I swore I would save myself for marriage and would never trust a guy with a secret ever again and it just goes to show you I was right." "My bother can be an idiot sometimes dont mind him he really does care." "Yeah he totally cares" right after I said that the bell rung and we went to our classes. When we watched the morning announcements and my video came on the same video from that party night like this wasnt bad enough he made my life even worst. Nate got up mid-way through the video and he looked angry so I just slide down in my seat and waited for the day to be over. When lunched came around I saw Chris and Avery siting together and kissing in our seat. So me and Izzy just went to our conor and sat down a few minutes later Ethan came up to us. "Hey girls." "Hi" we said in unison rolling our eyes. "Come on I just want to make you feel better and we dont even have to talk we can just listen to music remember how much you love that." "Fine I guess." He sat down and played his music about five minutes in the song stuck in the moment by Justin Bieber came and it was super awkard cause that is just like us. Then he made me laugh cause he tryed to sing it "I wish we had another time,I wish we had another place,But everything we have is stuck in the moment,And there's nothing my heart can doTo fight with time and space,'Cause I'm still stuck in the moment with you." "Oh no stop my ears." Izzy, me and him brust out laughing. "Alright then you sing miss.know it all." "Alright next song." Crap some body to love came on doest really help my case but I keep my word."And you can have it all,Anything you want,I can bring; give you the finer things, yeah But what I really want,I can't find cause,Money can't find me,Somebody to love (oh, oh)Find me somebody to love (whoah ohh)I need somebody to love,I don't need too much, just somebody to love,Somebody to love.I don't need nothing else,I promise girl I swear,I just need somebody to love.I need somebody, I need somebody,I need somebody, I need somebodySomebody to love. I need somebody, I need somebody,I need somebody, I need somebody I just need somebody to love.I need somebody, I need somebody,I need somebody, I need somebody I need somebody to love.To love, to love.Is she out there? [x3] I just need somebody to love" I sung and Izzy was backup. Then Beautiful Soulcame on and we all sung together. Then Izzy had to go and it was just Ethan and I. "So drunk Sam came out didnt she." "Yup and she made my life a complete and chaotic mess." "Yeah I can tell how you holding up." "Well when the whole school thinks your a hoe what can you do." "Half the girls in this school are one and you are not so they shouldnt be talking." "Forreal but they were never cought on video like me so it doesnt matter." "Yeah I understand." "Sam I miss you." "If you are only doing this to get in my pants then save it." "It is saved but-" "No." "But-" "I dont care no." I got up to leave but he grabed my arm and pulled me back like a rocket and he smashed his lips into mine. "Well you two just are not doing this in hiding are you." I swang my head back to see Jack leaning against the wall with sadness in his eye he could give off the tough guy act cause it doesnt work on me. "Jack its not what it looks like." "Sure what ever and if you were just sleeping with me to make him jelly guess what it worked so leave me the hell alone" he said with pure anger in his voice but sadness in his eyes crap was he dumping me without us even going out. "Dude she doesnt want you anymore so stop being a pu$$y and just walk away she has me again"Ethan said "Dude im not your dude no one was taking to your bitch a$$"Jack answered to the statement. "Who you calling a bitch dude I will beat your a$$ and walk away like nothing happened." " Dude, I'll beat the dude out of you." "Lets go then." "Anytime anywhere." "Now lets go." "No stop it both of you now" I said trying to stop this. "Yeah shes right I wont beat your a$$ infornt of the lady cause im a gentleman." "Really what type of gentleman tells the whole school his sex life tell me did you know that this just makes her world a living hell." " You dont even know half the story do you you just think it was me dont you yes I told the school but I didnt show the video I have been getting shit like this all dayand im sick of it I didnt show that video im not that brutal alright thank you." Then he just left the same way he came up the stairs. The bell rung and we went to class like nothing happened but going to th period I saw Jack making out with Nicole yup Chris ex Nicole. " You dont hide very well you know." They stop making out and she stared daggeres at me. "We werent trying to hide" Jack reassured me. "Im sorry school whore but just cause he doesnt want your tramp a$$ anymore doesnt mean you can inturrup what we have going on k" she said starting to pull Jack shirt collar for him to kiss her. I looked at him and he just shrugged and kissed her. I fucking hate him but he so damn sexy. I just left it felt to awkard cause im just watching them kiss. After a long dispute with myself I made the choose to talk to Jack after school so I waited by his car. When he saw me he went right around me. "Hey." "What." "It wasnt like it looked like ok Ethan and I are not back together and I wasnt using you." He came back around from the driver seat right to where I was. " Really cause I hate girls like you." "And what type of girl is that." "Stuck up and perfect you use anyone to you adventage dont you." "No I dont you dont even like me do you you were just using me to show everyone what you think im like." "I never liked." "No because all you pretty boys like is some-." He kissed me in the middle of my sentence rude but you cant keep made at a boy who had a pretty face and could kiss and do other things so good. "Tell me I never liked you now." He didnt wait for me to tell him he never like me mostly cause I was unable to speak cause I was shocked. He got into his car put it into reverse pulled out the parking space rolled down his passager window pulled his shades to his nose and told me he only made out with Nicole to see I would get jelly and cause she shared the video of us and just left like that so I got in my car and drove to his house if I could remember it. I got lost like five times. I rung the door bell and he answered and I smashed my lips into his. He picked me up and I wraped my legs around his torso then carried me to his bed room and yes we do have a very difficult relationship.