The White Rose (1st book in trilogy)

Stop Being Mad At Me

A/N sorry I kinda have to recap what happen some don't get it OK so Jack is still into Sam even though he wont admit it, he also got arrested for the murder of Sam's mother which he didn't commit but Sam actually thought he did until she saw the mark of the Black Bandits leader on one of the police mans arm. Sorry I took so long my computer is broken.

~Sam~

OK so its been two weeks since the whole Jack getting arrested for the murder of my mother thing and him and Izzy still wont talk to me they just causally walk away. Which is why I'm gonna hunt him down till he talks to me this has gone to far you dragged one of my friends in this even though she's your sister. After my shower I decided to wear one of the outfits Maria brought me which was actually pretty so she does have fashion sense which clearly isn't showed. Anyway I got to school and he wasn't there yet so I waited where he always is. I didn't see him coming so when he told me to move I jumped a little. " No we have to talk." "About what you were made at me for the longest now it is my turn so move." "I'm sorry I accused you of killing my mother." "you were looking for an escape route and I was the easiest and fastest way out I get that but you didn't even think twice about it that's sad." " I'm sorry if you know why I did it then why will you not forgive me?" " because you don't need my forgiveness you need me to say it's alright and it's not you actually believed I could of killed her so no work for it." Then I let him through he was right I was only asking for him to make the guilt go away without the work need to stop it. so throughout the day the only thing I was thinking of was how to make this better." Then it Finally hit me the one thing he loves when I do and no it's not sex.

I waited until the bell rung I had skip 4,5,and 6 th period to do this. I set up a mini stage and my plan was that I was gonna sing my pain away. So I had to pick the perfect song I waited for him to come out the I started singing I won't give up by Jason Mraz.

When I look into your eyes

It's like watching the night sky

Or a beautiful sunrise

Well, there's so much they hold

And just like them old stars

I see that you've come so far

To be right where you are

How old is your soul?

Well, I won't give up on us

Even if the skies get rough

I'm giving you all my love

I'm still looking up

And when you're needing your space

To do some navigating

I'll be here patiently waiting

To see what you find

'Cause even the stars they burn

Some even fall to the earth

We've got a lot to learn

God knows we're worth it

No, I won't give up

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily

I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make

Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use

The tools and gifts we got, yeah, we got a lot at stake

And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intend

For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn

We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in

I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not, and who I am

I won't give up on us

Even if the skies get rough

I'm giving you all my love

I'm still looking up, still looking up.

Well, I won't give up on us (no I'm not giving up)

God knows I'm tough enough (I am tough, I am loved)

We've got a lot to learn (we're alive, we are loved)

God knows we're worth it (and we're worth it)

I won't give up on us

Even if the skies get rough

I'm giving you all my love

I'm still looking up