Rap Monster X Reader

Lost

You finally catch up to Suga after about two miles of running, he stops and looks at you. Suga-"(Y/N), stop chasing after me, I don't want to talk about it, all I want to do is think, that's all." You sigh. "Can you just tell me how you know about me and Rap Monster kissing, please, that's all I want to know." He looks down. Suga-"Fine. I was going to come visit you because you said you was upset that I don't. When I got there NamJoon was outside, so I thought maybe he wanted to see you too. When I got up to the stairs I start to take off my jacket so I wouldn't get your floor wet from the rain. When I got done drying off my jacket the best I could. I look inside and see you and NamJoon..." He stops and doesn't finish his sentence. "Suga, do you like me?" He looks up and he has tears in his eyes. Suga-"Yes. But I don't want to make you like me. I will admit, it is going to hurt to see you with him. But. You like him a lot. And I like you a lot, and I'm not going to take you away from something you really like." You sigh. "Sug-" He cuts you off. Suga-"Can you leave me alone now. Please." You nod and walk away, confused.