My crazy lovestory

Chapter 21: To kiss or not To kiss.

A/n: hey guys. Before you read this chapter I want to defend myself in writing it.  Yes,  it will look quirky, weird. Just so you know, I'm not really that good In writing romantic scenes. But I try sha.

So now,  you can start. 

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'I......want to kiss.....Tayo?' I say to myself in my head. It comes out as a question, but I know within me it's a statement. And whaaaaaaat..... 'Alima, you have such a dirty mind.'

I'm not even sure if I've always had this thoughts or if they suddenly sprouted in my head, but the feeling I'm getting, is what you would call sexual attraction.

His hands are still firm around my waist, his face still fixed on mine.

What do I do?

"pffttt...."

'What?'

His snorty laughter vibrated through my skin, bringing me back to reality.

I quickly jerk away from his grip. Putting my back to him, in an attempt to hide my embarrassment.

What the hell???. What a jerk.

"I can't believe you fell for that again, and I'm not even sober. " he sluggishly muttered.

What if you were not sober? Mstcheeeeeew. 
Urghhh, I can't believe he did that to me again!!!!!!. If he really wasn't serious, why did he make me feel like that. 

Stupid stupid stupid Tayo. Always stupid Tayo. 

Even though he was being himself as usual, 'typical Tayo' although tipsy. I still couldn't stop thinking of how he made me feel at that moment.

"Or, what were you expecting?" he whispers gently behind me causing my body to react to him again. This time, without thinking twice. I turn around to face him, my hands reaching for the back of his neck and bringing my face very very close to his. I could feel his breath cease in that moment. Damn it, he looked beautiful.

I brought his face down to mine, tip toeing to balance myself to his height. He watched my every movement. I brought my face even more closer to his and our breath mixed.
"Should I get drunk too?" I whispered and with that, I closed the tiny gap left between us.

Tayo tensed at first but then kissed back. Gentle but intense. It felt like I could melt in his arms. The kiss was passionate yet lustful. I wanted more. Oh god, I want more.

It felt so exhilarating. So magical. His hands grips onto my waist tightly making me moan into his mouth and he stopped. Breaking the kiss.

Why? I Struggle to compose myself from what just happened.

He looked me in the eye. Didn't say a word or push me away. I couldn't read his expression. I guess he was as baffled as I was too.

Don't tell me, is he regretting?. 

Please don't say anything. I prayed in my heart. Or I might just break down into this reality. His gaze still focused on me. I couldn't move. I didn't want to move away either.

Still immersed in the moment, I didn't know when Adesua pulled me away from him. We headed back into the crowd inside the house.  I think she said something as I watch Tayo gradually fade into the crowd, his eyes still focused on me.

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I gasp awake.

Brrrrr brrrrr brrrrr.

Shit. My head.

Why does my head hurt?

It's so heavy, how has my neck been holding it sef. 

Brrrrr brrrrr brrrrrrrrrrr.

Ugh why is my phone ringing? My head hurts. How much alcohol exactly did I drink?

Oh, the phone has stopped ringing.

Ooof, what did I do last night?

"Ha. Finally you're awake." Adesua chirps in.  I must have drank too much last night. Thank God I ended up at Adesua's place.

Adesua is staring at me, fully grinning from ear to ear. Why is she so excited this morning.

"soooo...... It's good that you're awake cos I need to hear the full gist." she started, still grinning.

Gist?.

What's she talking about?.

Racking through my head for what I could have done last night to get this babe this excited.

What did I do naa? Did I act crazy? Did I kis-.
Before I could complete that thought, It all came rushing back. Holy shit!!!!!! Noticing my widened eyes and my state of sudden shock, Adesua taps my head in case I was going insane.

"So, you remember?"

"Adesua, what have I done?" I cried out, cupping my face in my palms.

"Well, I don't really know what happened back then, but when I brought you back to our seats, you just started drinking any drink you saw. Omo, I fear no be small. I kon dey wonder maybe na that guy wey hold you tight for body wey kon ginger you. I don't know sha." She teasingly explained.

I kissed Tayo. And he kissed me back. Everything that happened last night replayed back in my head. I kissed him, I kissed him first, atleast he could use alcohol as an excuse, what do I blame mine on? Sex crazy hormones? 

Ughhhhhhh!!!!. How will I face him?

Knowing Tayo,  he might not let me get away easily. Or wait, he was drunk last night. Right? There's a possibility that he wouldn't remember either. I HOPE.

But come to think of it, I enjoyed kissing him. I unconsciously bit my lower lip unaware of Adesua who was still watching me.

"Na so e sweet you reach?" she queried at my daydreaming. "So who is that guy who got you into that really intensifying romantic atmosphere last night?"

"The guy....? " I dryly swallowed my saliva. How do I tell her that the "guy" is Tayo. Tayo my annoying, egoistic, rude, roommate, that I kissed and whom I enjoyed kissing.

"Yes, the guy." Adesua rolled her eyes, already less concerned about my uncontrollable facial expressions.

"He's uhhhhh...... "

Suddenly my phone starts to ring again. 
Phew.

"Hello?" I pick up the call. Clearing my voice as much as possible so it's heard well.

"Sis Alima" the voice sounded frantic on the other line. 

"Yeah, what is it? I'm on my way now." I replied, sounding calm.

"OK ooo,  be ready oooo." zahra whispered. 
Huh? Be ready for what I wondered.

"For what?" I ask.

"Dem mama don come ooo."

Oh my God. 

What am I going to do? My mom is at home. At Tayo's apartment!!!!.

Today is just not my day. 

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