All He Ever Wanted

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D: another interview with Crystal Roberts? Damn. You're even more famous than us

Me: nah. You guys have more talent than me. Im famous because of you

K: no you're not. You're famous because of Hole to be exact

Ku: yeah, Hole. Well, you're famous because of you

D: you're famous because of that radio station

K: you're famous because of the broadcaster

D: you're famo-

Me: GREAT! I fucking get it
They all jumped. I chuckled.

Me: i get it
I mumbled.

Ku: I think you're famous because if you
He said putting an arm around me.

Me: i doubt it's all because of me

D: well who cares anyway? You're famous. You have talent. You have to be famous for something

K: yeah, you're like an icon or something
I just kept staring at the floor. Suddenly i receive a call. I answered and it was Melissa

Mel: well Mr. Dickinson is here
Shit. I forgot about that. Mr. Dickinson is the "merchandise man"? He brought a few fabric swatches for t-shirts and different designs. I've been through this with NIRVANA more than 10 times. It's fun, i like it. But this is a first time for Hole.

Me: I'll be there
I said while putting my jacket on.

D: where you going?

Me: Olympia
I said closing the door.

Christmas Eve
I was currently wearing a Hole sweater which i LOVE. I'm glad I'm spending another Christmas Eve with Kurt. Though, this is the first one without my mom. Even when we had problems i spent Christmas with her. Yeah, we gave each other weird gifts, and just because we were obligated. But till, she was the only person I spent it with. The reason for this is because, well, problems. Interesting problems that no family want to talk about. These problems has come between us spending Christmas, New Years, or any time in 92 together. On the bright side, Rage Against The Machine has a tour this next year, and they've picked me as their tour manager. I'm gonna be in a cover of a magazine, still a lot of tv appearances and interviews, broadcasting.

December 27
Ku: I'm gonna wear a dress tonight for the concert.

Me:  awesome, which one?

Ku: it's Courtney's

Me: Courtney's?

Ku: yeah. It's like a black doll dress.

Me: but why Courtney's?

Ku: she wore it in a magazine cover and I liked it. I asked for it and she said yes.

Me: alright alright alright
I kept chopping the carrots.

Ku: are you gonna be there tonight angel?

Me: I don't know babe. I have many things to do with Rage.
Their band name is way too long. I'm used to one word bands now.

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