Weightless (Jalex)

Kisses...

"Oh look. It awakens." Zach grinned. Rian glanced at me from the corner of his eye then carried on watching spongebob. I mentally rolled my eyes, what a kid. Alex and his girlfriend were too busy eating eachothers faces. Ew. Gross.

"I'm going for a jog!" I called as I headed out

Gotta stay fit right?

I've turned into a fatass. My stomachs sloppy.

I sighed as I jogged down the street. I am actually gay.

I have a crush on alex.

I have to look good.

I HAVE to wear fitted tight clothes.

I don't even seem to have a sexual kind of feeling for girls...anymore..

Is it possible to be turned gay just because of one dude?

...Yeah...

A cold breeze blew in from my left. Ruining my hair, sending it in the opposite direction it was meant to be in.

"Fucking hell. Are you serious?" I.swore loudly.

Shivering, I jogged to what I made out a starbucks across the road.

I whimpered.

How I wish I wore a jacket.

I ordered a frappucino and sat myself down at an empty booth.

Yes, I'm a Loner.

I feel like a loner.

I'm a gay loner.

I'm an forever alone gay loner in love with a straight guy.

A loud squeal errupted me from my thoughts. I jumped, snapping my head up to see a teenage girl with long brown hair wearing an all time low shirt. I smiled.

"Jack Barakat! Oh my god! Can I have a picture?!"

I nodded and took a picture of us both, giving her phone back she left giggling like a hyena.

Lovely.

I slumped back in my seat, and finished off my drink quickly.

Gotta get home. God knows what time It is! I was out pretty long >_

Walking back outside I shivered as the cold wind hit my chest.

I forced myself to walk.

Come on Jack! You weak fag! Cant you take a little cold weather? The voice at the back of my head yelled.

Suck it up.

I kept my head down and jogged, trying to avert my mind from the wind biting my bare arms.

Jogging fast I somehow managed to walk into a wall, stumbling to the ground.

Good going Jack, way to make good use of your eyes.

"Oh shit, I'm sorry! Are you okay?" I looked up to see not a wall, but a guy around my age with black floppy hair similar to Mine...but he pulled it off better, a nose stud, lip ring and a tiny gauge. His bright brown eyes highlighted with eyeliner.He was wearing super tight skinny jeans, a metallica hoodie with lots of bracelets and gray converse.

OhHotDamn. I felt my face heating up.

"Um, hello, are you okay? I'm sorry I wasn't watching where I was going and-"

I cut him off. "N-no i-its f-fine, I wasn't watching where I was going," I shivered, stuttering.

He held out his hand out to me.