Selena's POV
"SELENA CONGRATULATIONS!!" Theresa said waking me up from my afternoon nap. "Shut the hell up T I'm tired" I said grabbing the pillow to cover my face. "Selena you got the job fucking job!" Theresa shouted again taking the pillow off of my face. I opened my eyes getting up "really!!" I squealed. "Yess you got and email about an hour ago when I was using your computer." Theresa said hugging me.
I sighed, finally after submitting so many applications I got a job. I had to find a job since my parents stopped paying my bills about a month ago, and I had to buy stuff for my baby once she was born in 3 months. Mostly all of the ones I applied too never called back or straight up told me 'no' once they saw my stomach which made me sad but no matter what I kept trying and finally someone accepted me. One time this lady told me no because I was 'too fat' and I would 'ruin their image' stupid bitch.
"Who?" I asked pulling away from the hug. "Urban Outfitters!!" Theresa squealed. "Yesss I always wanted to work there!" I fist bumped the air while getting up from my bed. "I better be the first to know when they're having a sale." Theresa said playfully glaring at me. I walked laughed and walked to the kitchen. "Oh my god I almost forgot they're gonna take Justin's merch there, can you hide the ones I want give them to me when I go!?" Theresa said hugging me. "Hmm I don't know T that might cost me my job." I smirked while pouring cereal as milk in a bowl. "Please Sel." Theresa pouted. "Fine only because I love you" I said giggling. "YASS I freaking love you your the best!" She said hugging me tighter
"Do I start tomorrow?" I asked Theresa while eating my cereal. She shoved a spoonful in her mouth and nodded. "Yes they said you'll start tomorrow at 12pm your gonna be working the afternoon shift." I nodded and stood up to take my plate to the sink "okay, come help me build my little princessas crib." I said smiling down at my stomach. "Okay et ee ishegh irtt." Theresa said with a mouthful making me laugh "what did u say?" Theresa chugged her milk down and put it in the sink "I said let me finish first but I'm done." "Aight bro" I said making a weird face and a peace sign. Theresa laughed and walked into my room. "Where are you gonna put the crib Sel?" Theresa asked me. "In that little corner" I said pointing to a corner in room. "Okay let me move the box over there so I won't have to move it that far once it's built." She said pushing it across the carpet. "Just sit down and watch I don't want you to hurt my little angel." She said pulling the pieces out. I smiled once I heard Theresa say 'my little angel' her and Ariana have done nothing but support me for the past 6 months. "I'll fix the little corner a bit since you won't let me do anything else." I sighed. I grabbed some pink curtains, 2 silver hair bows I had, my build-a-bear, and put pink flowers in a huge case I had in the living room. I fixed the curtains up and connected all of them on the top of the little shelf that was on the wall and put a bow on each side of the curtains. I grabbed the carpet placed it where the crib would go. I arranged the flowers in a vase and wrapped a ribbon around it placing it in the corner. Once I finished I grabbed a chair and sat the build-a-bear on top of it.
"HEY BITCHES!" Ariana said walking into the room making me and Theresa jump. "Come help me." Theresa said. I sat down on my bed and watched them build it. After a while I began to laugh making Theresa and Ariana look at me like I was crazy. "What's so funny" Ariana glared. "Oh nothing hurry up and build my little princessas crib peasant" I said smirking. Ariana put a hand on her chest and gasped "how dare you disrespect me you're my peasant bow down and apologize before I put you in the dungeon." "Sure whatever peasant now hurry up and build." I smiled and snapped my fingers. "Only because I'm a nice queen" Ariana grinned and went back to building.
After about and hour later they finished and we placed the crib in its place completing her little corner (a/n: the picture at the beginning of chapter).
We talked for a bit then Theresa and Ariana went to sleep since they were exhausted so I went to the balcony and looked at the night sky thinking about these past months. My parents basically disowned me, one of my kids died in my stomach, I'm pregnant, the father doesn't know and I'm pretty sure if he did he wouldn't want to be a part of her life, my whole life went downhill in less then a year. My vision of a my happy family in the future was now clouded in fog. I always saw myself married, with kids living a happy family and now I'm not sure if that will ever happen. To top it all off What will I tell my daughter when she asks about her father? When she asks me why everyone else has a dad and she doesn't? When she asks me why she doesn't have a family like everyone else? I'm not even sure how I going to raise if I still feel like I'm a kid myself. I will most likely never get a job as an actress. What if in a near future my job isn't enough for the both of us? What if she has to go through hunger? All of these things are so unclear to me. But what I do know is that from now on everything that I do will be for her. I'll make sure that she grows up feeling loved. I'll make sure that she has everything she needs that she never goes through hunger. I wiped away the tears that I didn't even were there and looked down at my growing belly placing a hand over it and smiled. "I love you princess, I love you, I need you, I need you here to stay."
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I hope you guys liked it 😕😊
MY QUEEN IS BACK I KNOW THIS HAPPENED LAST WEEK BUT YEAH IM STILL HAPPY OVER IT 😂 also I know I promised to update last week but it was my uncles birthday and I had to go I was working on chapter and my baby cousin was playing with my phone and deleted MY FREAKING CHAPTER! 😒😂 but she's my little princess so I didn't get mad at her 😂💘
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