6. Sorry for your loss

640 24 2
                                    

I slowly opened my eyes to find myself laying on a hospital bed my mom crying by my side as well as my dad, they were both hugging each other my mom grabbing my hand. I tried to move my hand but it was pointless I felt weak, my throat dry, and hungry. I moved my finger slightly which was enough for my mom to snap her head up her eyes vulnerable and filled with hope. She looked at me "Selena baby oh my gosh Ricardo." My father looked up and his eyes filled with pain and hurt. My dads eyes widened a smile instantly spreading across his face. My mom bombarding me with questions. "How do you feel? Does your hand hurt? How did this happen?" I tried to speak but no sound came from my voice my throat dry in need of moisture. My dad quickly got up and grabbed a cup with a straw on it and gave it to me "here princess have some water." He said crying tears of joy. "Oh thank god he listened to my prayers we thought you were gone baby the doctors told us you were dead." My mom said crying and leaning in to give me a kiss on the cheek. "Mandy I think it's best if we notify the doctors that way we can see if everything is fine with our daughter." My dad spoke rubbing my moms arm. The way my parents were acting towards each other quite frankly surprised me they would still talk to each other but they wouldn't really be as close as they are right now. Maybe my accident brought them closer together. I thought I was dead though unless this is some sick dream and I am in heaven. My dad grabbed a little remote from beside me and pressed the flashing red button. A doctor instantly came running into the room his face in complete and utter shock as he saw me. He muttered an oh my god before he walked up and began to examine me. "Everything seems to be fine during the time she was asleep her injuries healed now if you'll excuse us I need to talk to Mrs. Gomez in private." He said smiling.

My parents left the room leaving me and the doctor by ourselves in the room. He took a deep breath before releasing it "Mrs. Gomez do you remember anything before the accident?" I thought back before nodding "yeah all I remember is me and Theresa were in my car and a car crashed into us."

He nodded before sighing again sympathy overcoming his facial expression. "Ms. Gomez I'm sorry for your loss." I automatically that about the worse Theresa?!? Tears flowed out of my eyes not my best friend we've been friends since I was little  she can't be dead.

"No it can't be, not Theresa why her tell me this is all a joke." The doctor looked at me confusion written all over his facial expression. He sympathetically smiled "no no Theresa's fine we released from the hospital a few weeks ago." What the hell if Theresa's alive then what does he mean someone died. I looked up at him the confusion visible in my face. Sympathy took over his features again "Ms Gomez you were expecting twins but unfortunately one of them has passed away." Tears instantly flooded my eyes I was gonna have twins and I'm pregnant I don't even know what I'm feeling right now.

"Ms. Gomez I need you to calm down this kind of behavior can cause you to loose your child it's a miracle that the child even survived such an impact."

I can't believe I'm pregnant I can't be I was barley going to start my career. But I'm having a baby this has always been my dream to have a family. Sadly it didn't happen the way I wanted. I dreamt of having a baby with the guy I love but in this case if Justin fucking Bieber's child. Holy shit I'm having Justin's kid holy fucking shit out of all the people me. By now tears were flooding out of my eyes like a waterfall he's never going to accept the baby as his child and I don't plan on telling him either.

"Ms. Gomez I need you to calm down this is to ensure yours and the baby's health please keep calm."
I gave him a glare "Calm, how the fuck do you want to me to be calm when I wake up from a 1 month coma to find out I'm pregnant and I lost one of the kids I was carrying in my stomach, and to top it all off I'm not even sure if the father would even accept the child, in fact I don't even want him I know!!!" I shouted more tears streaming from my eyes. He seemed shocked at my outburst sympathy written all over his face. I took deep breaths exhaling to try and clam myself down once I was calm I apologized receiving smile from him. He excused himself and came back a few minutes later with a folder and pulled out a few papers. He handed them to me and handed me a blood glucose meter apparently all pregnant woman get one.
Suddenly the door burst open revealing an overjoyed Theresa and Ariana at the door. I smiled as they ran tears in their eyes "I missed you hoe don't ever do that to me again" Theresa said slapping my arm. I giggled "don't fucking scare me like that again Selena I was already digging us a grave hoe cuz if you die we die." Ariana said squeezing me in a deadly hug. I laughed wiping away a few tears. The doctor laughed at our interaction. He handed me a few pictures I looked closely noticing it was copies of an ultrasound I smiled seeing my baby's development so far in my stomach "your exactly 8 weeks old miss" the doctor said smiling.
"What the actual fuck your pregnant imma be a freaking aunt holy shit!" Theresa shouted squealing like a child.
"AHHH imma be a Tia Theresa holy shit were gonna be Tia's!!" Ariana squealed. They were both squealing like fangirls by now.
"The baby's gonna like me more though imma be his or her favorite Tia." Theresa said smirking suddenly they started arguing over who was going to do what.
Tears slipped down my eyes seen how supportive they were. I looked at the picture one more time and smiled giving it a kiss.

--------------------------------------------

Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.

--------------------------------------------

Y'all My baby is sick I can't right now I'm so sad why her she's so genuinely kind hearted and sweet she doesn't deserve this my poor angel she goes through so much I knew something was wrong but everyone would tell me to calm down cuz she was fine call me crazy but I just knew something was wrong I felt it i felt something wasn't right I tried to believe people when they said that she was fine and she was just taking a well deserved break but I couldn't cuz something
deep down was telling me something was wrong.

My warrior, my princess, my queen my angel, my little muffin,my little pickle, my light, my sunshine, my moonlight, my guide, my everything 😭😭😭😭💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜 Please go comment #getwellsoon 💜💜💜💚💚💜💚 on her recent For those of you tha...

Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.

My warrior, my princess, my queen my angel, my little muffin,my little pickle, my light, my sunshine, my moonlight, my guide, my everything 😭😭😭😭💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜
Please go comment #getwellsoon 💜💜💜💚💚💜💚 on her recent
For those of you that had a tour stop I'm sorry to I'm sorry to inform you that all tour stops have been canceled I feel truly sorry but please understand her health comes before anything else.❤️💞💖
Follow me on Instagram: selenroze
Love y'all 😘

Bai ~Maria ❤️

The babysitter Where stories live. Discover now