Destroying From Within

Unhinged

I think,

I am starting to come unhinged.

I am hurting everywhere,

And I have no relief.

When one pain stops, another starts.

When that stops, yet another begins.

And then it all hits at once,

And its like like you can barely breath,

Because your ribs feel broken,

Or your brain is pounding,

Or your eyes feel like a desert,

Or your throat is burning with what's supposed to be in your stomach,

Or your knees give in from underneath,

Or your spine feels like its ripping apart,

Or your shoulders have carried enough,

And your heart stops

For a single second.

And then it all stops.

And the torture starts again.

Yes,

I am most definitely coming unhinged.

And it's not just once, oh no.

Its Monthly,

Weekly,

Daily,

Hourly,

All the time.

And its all I can focus on.

Because random attacks,

In random places,

At random times,

(Hence the word "random")

Its becoming to the brink of madness,

To the point of all I can focus on at that time.

And all the time,

Because that's when its happening.

All.

The.

Time.

So I think,

Yes.

I am unhinged.