Bleeding out? Take a pill.
Can't sleep? Take a pill.
Migraine? Take a pill.
Body pain? Take a pill.
Throat sore? Take a pill.
Feet swollen? Take a pill.
A pill fucks up something else while trying to fix another? Take a pill for the pill.
My life revolves around taking medication everyday, and it's been this way for almost three years now.
If I don't take the daily medication I fall apart.
If I don't take this, I'll get migraines. Or if I don't take that, my knees won't bend. Or if I don't take this for that, then I can't eat without terrible pain.
The most important one is if I don't take that for this everyday, I'll bleed out and die.
Sometimes I wonder if I should just stop taking it all together. See if they notice.
Maybe if I stop taking it, I'll die and won't have to deal with taking it anymore.
I don't want to take my medication.
Maybe I won't.
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Destroying From Within
RandomI write whatever I'm feeling strongly at the moment in here. Some is nice, some isn't. Trigger warnings are issued and I strongly advise you not to read this if you are suicidal or have suicidal tendencies.
