Mateless or Not I

I.

❝ I won't just survive, oh you will see me thrive❞

Chapter 1

My head starts to lighten, as I feel his teeth prick my neck and draw blood like a sharp straw. I feel so unconscious yet I can feel, hear, and sense everything that is going around me. A small grunt escapes my throat, his breath is warm against my neck, I want to tell him to stop but he won't. I feel my lips forming the words, Stop! Please, I will die if I lose my blood. But no word seems to utter, it is as if he has the control over my full body. 

 My heavy breathing suddenly stops as I feel his lips leave my neck. My eyes snap, open and all I am met is with a broad body over me, and darkness everywhere. I gulp down, feeling a tear shed from my eyes. 

 "Sorry" his groggy voice echoes in the empty room. 

 "I can't get enough of your beauty" For some reason I feel so fine about what he is saying, My eyes are still wide open facing the ceiling as I breath heavily. His face starts to come up close to mines. 

 His cold icy blue eyes meet mines, I gasp almost chocking on my own spit, as his head flies acorss the room. I scream, as I feel blood dropping down from his body onto mine. I scream, and scream, and see a body hover over me. "rosella" a man snarls "you will never get your happiness" 

My eyes snap open, as I gasp for air. Breathing heavily a look around eyes a similar room. "oh my god" I wipe my forehead, sighing in relief. Back in my bedroom, what the hell. How could I forget to take my sleeping pills, I am so dumb I swear. 

 I cuss under my breath, I hate these nightmares they can go rot in hell. I sit up straight on my bed, and reach out for my pills beside me, Zaleplon. I gulp down a tablet with a gush of water. "That's much better" I sigh. As I put the pills and a glass of water back on my side table. I can feel my body shutting off to snooze, who the hell is ros – 

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I sigh as I sight the rainy day pouring down. I love rain, it just makes me feel calm and relaxed. Great peace and time. Slurping on my coffee, I shut my eyes as I let the caffeine start to hit my body, it's delicious and so helpful. 

 "Earth to Seraphina... phina!!" 

 "Huh?" I say dully, coming out of my thoughts. "Sorry" 

"You are such a day dreamer, honestly, it is 6am you have an interview in an hour, we must leave now!" Regina aka my best friend thick accent taunts me, as interview swirls in my mind. 

"I'm sorry, you know I love the rain, it just makes me want to lay down and sleep. But anyways, let's go then" I murmur. 

"Good" Regina sighs a relief. We both get up, I pick up my umbrella and head out of the café. 

The streets is rushed with cars and carriages, I just feel so weird to be here at times. I have a family with an accent of French, well duh because we live in Paris. But I have a British accent, so I just feel so weird... I mean there are different immigrants here but everyone is all very French, girly, professional, fashion(y) and stuff. While I seem like I should be in UK. Oh well, I mean I can fit in. 

I can't believe I have an interview soon. It's very nerve racking, no I have no education from my past. I don't even remember my past after whatever incident I went through. Since Regina is my best friend, and works at the place, it's easier to get in, and it is easier to fake it as well. "By the way I had a nightmare" I say, my senses coming back to reality. I see myself being dragged by Regina across the street. I think, think I've always had this habit of zoning out which is horrible.