Ignorance was Bliss (Random Updates)

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Finn <3: where are you? Do you want cold pizza :) xx

:We're getting worried Hols why are you not answering your phone? Xx

:Do you want to go get some ice cream? Xx

:Come on H, is this becoz of what happened last night? I want to talk :) xx

What happened last night? Thinking back I remember us messing around in a tickle war and then... My face flushing red I remember where my hand was and him leaning over me with his forehead to mine, I also remember the way my body reacted to the look in his eyes, the feel of his hand on my skin and the closeness. What would of happened if Mitch hadn't walked in? Would something have happened? Shaking my head I repeat to myself "the boys don't see you as anything more than a friend" but do I see them as more? No, I can't, things would be really awkward. Why am I suddenly thinking like this?

Lib 👯: hey! Where did you sneak off to this morning? You ok? Where did you go last night? Xxxx

:Are you angry at me? Xxxx

:The guys say you aren't picking up your phone to them either! What's happened? We need to talk. I'm sorry for last night it just happened. Xxx

:Sleeping? Really?! If you actually are sleeping you better text me when you wake up! Xxx

Angry? Why would I be angry at her? Thinking back I try to remember anything she might have done that she would think would make me angry but I don't remember anything. I'll call her back in a minute I don't want her to think I'm not talking to her.

Noah: what's going on? The guys are really worried! Did something happen? X

:Are you mad I left you to sleep? I was going to stay but didn't want you to feel awkward when you woke so went downstairs. X

:Answer your phone to someone! I'm sorry about ambushing you last night but I'm not sorry about what I told you. I meant every word Holly! xx

With a deep breath, the conversation with Noah floods my mind. I'm glad we have talked things over from that night and I'm so relieved that he hasn't told anyone what happened with my Mum. I need to text him back too. I don't want him to think I regret talking things over. I want to be back to how things were desperately. The rest of the conversation can stay at the back of my mind I don't know how to process that yet so I'm just going to carry on and focus on being friends.

Theo: hey pretty girl! Where did you go? X

:Libby is really worried! Please let her know you're ok. R u mad? X

Mad? Why would I be mad? God I wish Poppy just woke me up to speak to them this is so confusing.

Poppy 👭: Mum is looking for you. Let me know if you need me xx

:everything ok? Xx

Mum's looking for me?

Checking my phone I see five of my missed calls are from Mum the last one being ten minutes ago. I also notice a text from her: