Accidental [Part 1 ][ BoyxBoy ]

Accidental : Chapter Seven

EXCUSE ERRORS COMMENT && VOTE :) ( IT'S 1 IN THE MORNING AND I HAVE SCHOOL IN A FEW HOURS . . . OH , MY , GOD ) -Dante- After dinner we went to see a movie , though i was slightly distracted . I couldn't get over the fact that Raquel looked so damn good with the light from the movie screen flashing on his face at certain angles , highlighting his features . He already looks damn sexy in the light but now i'm realizing how sexy he looks in the dark as well . I was glad he was staring hard at the screen , following the movie , so he wouldn't catch me staring any . The movie went well . At the smoothie shop afterward , i smiled at him as he spoke excitedly about some action scene where the main character jumped from the Brooklyn bridge . Apparently , it was the shit . Even though i hadn't watched the movie , i was just happy that he was happy . And happy to be around him . The almost hour ride back to our own city i think sobered both of us up . Because his smiling face was nowhere to be found when he pulled the car onto our block . Just seeing the faces of the people who hated people like me , and now people like Raquel , just put a disgusting taste in my mouth all over again . I began to think shit i had forgot in only the few hours that e and Raquel had been gone . He pulled in front of his house , where all the lights had been cut off . But seeing as the clock read 1:30 a.m. it was understandable . His mother works like everyday of the week and weekends and doesn't play the staying up too late thing . We both got out and he walked in front of me to the front door , keeping distance between us because of the on-lookiing faces . I just want to grab his hand and swing it back and forth , make him smile like he did while we were gone , or anything to take away the thoughts racing in my head . i wish people could be more open minded and understanding instead of the jerks they are . But , you know , i can't change people . As soon as the front door closed behind us , i was pinned against it . Raquel's body was pressed against mines with his hands planted firmly on the door on each side of my head . He bean studying me , i guess seeing is i showed any fear or sadness or anything of that sort . But by now i had mastered the art of a blank face , it's the same face i give to my father when he's so faded that he trips over thin air . " sleep in my bed ?" he asked with a sly grin on his face . That , i didn't expect . My brain raced with answers for me to spit out at him but they all sounded even too stupid in my head . He's not stupid enough to fall for me saying i have to go home , he knows i hate it there . He wouldn't believe i actually want to sleep on the floor in Raven's room or anywhere else but him . I'm sure my blank face transformed into something but more loving as i thought about sharing a bed with him but all the while , i couldn't help my shyness . " maybe another time ." He shrugged " alright ." I smiled at that " so you just give up so easy ?" " i'm not giving up , plus i don't want you to think i want to steal your virginity or something ." He gave a small laugh and i grinned aswell . " it's not stealing if i give it to you ." " oh , is that right ?" " yupp . " well , " his heyes raked over me hungrily and i suddenly regretted my decision to tease him . I didn't think he would take me up on the offer . Losing my virginity is not something i have in mind , thak you very much ! It get's me hot thinking about kissing and touching Raquel and himdoing the same to me . But when i think about him putting his . . . in my . . . oh god . " wait , Raquel , i was just - aah ." Before i could finish he scooped me up and tossed me over his shoulder so my face was hanging almost directly in front of his butt . Speaking of butts , his butt looks delicious in his slightly saggy True Religion jeans . I should just reach out and - nah , i won't violate him just yet . " sssh , you don't want to wake my mother . She's a btich when she doesn't get atlest 8 hours in . " I gigled and slapped my hands over my mouth as i bounce up and down , enjoying being carried to his room . " hey , Raquel , " i whispered " do you think you can carry me more often ?" He sucked his teeth " not a chance in hell , babe ." -Raquel- It's nothing like waking up to the love of your life . I've never felt so good waking up staring into Yvonne's face , because it was never her i truly wanted . When me and her first bean talking , i wanted her body , and then as i began falling for Dante , i just wanted her to go away . It was never really her . I never thought i would find anyone to make me as happy as Dante made me last night . Relationships have always been about the fun , the games , and the sex , never love or pure intrust in one another . This is all new to me but i like the feeling . Last night i thought i was going to die . Watching Dante blush at that restraunt table was like torture for me . He looked so innocent , so sexy . And i just kept reliving all the moments when i wanted to kiss that beautiful face of his in some way shape or form . We didn't get our first kiss yet , but hopefully we will soon . I got up quietly from the bed and took a quick shower . I dressed back in relaxing clothes , planning to spend the whole day with Dante , to get to know him more . And not only to get to know him more but to get to know us more as a coupke . When i went to wake him up his eyes were already wide open . He apparently is a light sleeper , unlike me who can sometimes sleep through a hurricane . " i was just about to wake you up ." I said to him as i sat on the edge of my bed . His eyes flicked to me " no need . I woke up when you did . I didn't feel your body heat any more and . . . " his sentence trailed off as he blushed again , flipping over and burrying his head in the pillow . I laughed at him . I mean , come on . He couldn't get any cuter . I counted all the times in a few hours i've made himblush which total up to about five : twice at dinner , twice at the ice cream shop and once now . If this boy diesn't stop he's going to make my damn heart melt . And i'm not trying to look like a lovestruck fool . My phone ringing snapped me out of my thoughts . When i looked at the screen and saw Trey's name pop up , i'd never been so irritated to hear from him . He's always popped up with a party or basketball game at the right time and i've never turned him down but , now is just the wrong time . But i answered anyways , with him being one of my bestfriend's and all . " yo' ." i answered as i tied up my basketball shorts . " man , where you been at . I was tryna hit you all day yesterday ." " my bad dawg . I had this fine thing on my arm all day ." I started at the side of Dante's face , he still wasn't looking at me . "word ? This must be some new shorty , 'cause i know you ain't speking about Yvonne ." I sucked my teeth " nah , not that shorty . This one might be in my life for a minute at least i'm hoping . " " well don't let me meet her or else she bound to get took ." He laughed . I didn't . " whatever man . But what's up . What you call for ?" " oh , nothing , i was just making sure you was straight . " " yes i'm good . I'll hit you back later . " " aight . One ." We hung up . Dante finally turned back over to look at me , just staring , thrugh his brown eyes . " where are you going ?" He asked . " well , i was actually hoping that me and you could go play some basketball ." " you knwo i can't play ." " i know , i'ma teach you babe . Don't worry about it ." " but - " My phone began ringing again but it was Garret this time . I sighed as i answered the same way i'd answered Trey's call " yo ." He sounded enthusiastic " so , Try tells me you got a new bitch , huh ?" " bitch? Nah , i don't fuck with bitches . I fucks with inteeligent , and classy people who know how to handle they selves ." I kept from saying female or girl or her to both Trey or Garret because then i'd feel like a liar , when i wasn't lying . " yeah , you right . " " listen . " I held the phone out to Dante whose eyes widend " say hi . " He shook his head and covered his face with both his hands . I ended up ontop of himtrying to pry his hands from his face . " stop , Raquel ." He screamed , making his already light voice go up even higher . I laughed and rolled off of him , pulling the phone back to my ear " i was tryna get 'em to say hi . I guess they ain't ready for all that yet ." " it's cool . I'm out though ." " aight ." I hung up and tossed my phone on the bed . I kissed Dante's forehead . " you so scared . " " what the fuck was that ?" He punched my chest . " uh , a kiss ?" He rolled his eyes " no ! I meant what was that with the whole phone thing . What do you think your friends would do if they knew you were dating me ?" I shrugged " i mean , last night when we got back it bothered me to think that people would know . But when i woke up this morning , i had a i don't give a fuck attitude . I know i love you , i know i'll fight anybody to keep you safe and un-harmed . And i know them if my boys . But if they not then this will surely let me know . I don't want to keep us a secret , i'm ready whenever you are ." -Dante- His voice sounded so brave , so sure and sincere . My heart was telling me to go with it but my brain was screaming fuck that . I know Raquel will fight for me , but i don't want him to have to . I want himsafe and unharmed , and to keep him that way i will hide us being together as long as it takes . Truth be told , i don't want people to know i'me dating the hot guy that lives next door to me , because really , i'll be judged in more way than one . They might even over look the fact that Raquel is dating me because he's so boyish - manish - and they might forgive him , because they've known him all his life , and say it was all my fault . Then what . Maybe i'ts just me being paranoid , or maybe it's much more than that .