Miss Cute | SugaMon

16

This morning I wake up in my room with the sun's beam shining straight at my face. I slowly sit up in my bed, looking at the suitcases there on the floor and then the necklace around my neck. memories from yesterday roam around my head making feel upset again, even scared for Namjoon hyung because Of the way I treated him. What if he stays mad at me and never forgives me? Or worse, what if he saw what I have in my suitcase?

Hesitantly I crawl out of bed and slowly turn the handle to open the door. The smell of hot pancakes enter my nostrils and my stomach begins to growl for hunger. I sneak all the way inside the bathroom to wash myself and brush my teeth meanwhile thinking of some way to run away because i believe Namjoon hyung will be mad if he sees me. I turn the faucet to the hot and cold water until it becomes warm. Sure he will hear me in the bathroom but if could just hurry and run out of the door in a hurry.

When I finished washing myself i fix a towel around my waist and I speed run back into my room leaving small puddles of water on the floor. Quickly i put on my uniform, comb my hair covering half my eyes with my fringe, throw my book bag over my shoulder and commence plan A for running away. I exit once again my room, careful not to let Namjoon hyung hear or see me and I reach the front door safely. I thought that maybe I should apologize to hyung but not know.

" yoongi ." I freeze in spot when I hear that familiar voice behind me and i turn to face Namjoon  who has a straight serious face while crossing his arm. ' Just like I thought, he is angry at me.' I say in my mind, mentally pouting. " Where you think you're going? Aren't you gonna eat breakfast?" He grabs my hand yet again and leads me to the dining table where I sit right in front of some steamy hot well made pancakes. I can almost droll at the sight! I am surprised that he still treats me kindly even after i yelled at him last night.

Namjoon  sits in front of me and smiles slightly before cutting a piece of pancake with a fork and I join him as well. I feel so awkward and embarrassed at this moment and he doesn't even seem that mad at me and of course that doesn't mean I shouldn't apologize but the problem now is that I don't know when exactly to say it or in what form of way to say it. At this moment I wish for us to go back to normal, back to the way we were! I don't wanna lose Namjoon  hyung Just because of my stupid behavior, because he is so special to me. He is the only one I have and can trust.

I'm just gonna do it...

" I'm sorry!"

" I'm Sorry!"

I lay back in my seat surprised at what he just said. Did he apologize? to me?!? But why? He seems shocked too because he is just staring at me in disbelief.

" No I'm sorry-"

" No I'm sorry-"

We both say in union again. It almost makes me smile in relief.

" Namjoon  hyung....I'm really sorry about the way i reacted yesterday...I-I didn't mean it." I lower my head in shame feeling tears wanting to come out. " I guess I was mad and I bent my frustrations on you so I'm really sorry!" I confess but only silence responds to me. It's okay if he hates me...I guess I am destined to be alone even if kind people like Namjoon  are there for me. I look up and almost jump back in fright when I see Namjoon  kneeling in front of me!

" H-hyung what are-" I couldn't finish my sentence when i feel Namjoon  hyung's embrace wrap around my body into a warm hug. I feel strange yet warm and I don't know how to respond to this. My hands hesitantly wrap around him making the hug more cuddly and warm. At first it feels awkward but in a bit I did not want to let go.

He releases me and stares up at me. " I'm sorry too yoongi. I shouldn't have went all bossy on you." He also confesses. " I'm just glad you are not mad at me and that we can go back to normal." He says while sitting at his chair again.