Tyshley - Meant to be

Happy Anniversary

Ashley's P.O.V
It's been a few days of living in this hell. I miss Tyler more than anything, I just want to be safe and in his arms. This place is absolute hell its dull and cold. Ryan only comes in, in the morning and afternoon to give me food but it's only basic rations. Every time he comes in he says he loves me before walking out and if I don't say it back he will slap me or hurt me. He always threatens to hurt Tyler if I don't comply with what he says. I can't let Tyler get hurt because of me so I do everything Ryan wants. He hasn't let me out of this room once and when he took me he also took my phone of me. What does Tyler think right now? Does he care I'm missing, has he even noticed? Is he looking for me? My mind spirals. What will Marlene think if I don't make it back before the break is over? Will she fire me and replace me with someone else? I go insane thinking about what is happening in the real world. I have nothing else to do during the day, nothing to occupy my mind. So I go insane overthinking and contemplating everything. Ryan walks in, I must of lost track of time which is pretty easy to do without a clock. He hands me a plate with a few slices of pizza. He has never given me pizza the whole time I've been here. "Happy Anniversary, babe" he says. It sends shivers down my spine and I start to shake. Him calling me babe feels so wrong, I hate it so much. I just wish it was Tyler calling me his babe. "Happy Anniversary" I say back before he could beat me. As the words roll of my tongue I feel like I'm going to cry. It's not our Anniversary and never will be. The only Anniversaries I will be celebrating is everyday spent with Tyler, the love of my life not Ryan. "Love you" Ryan says before walking out and slamming the door. "Love you too" I half heartedly whisper. As soon as he has left, tears start to roll down my cheeks.
I can't hold it in anymore. I roll into a ball and just cry. I can't do this anymore, it's not worth it. Tyler will hate me for leaving him without any explanation. He will probably leave me. All my friends will be mad at me especially Shay. She will be so mad at me for hurting Tyler and leaving him. All I hope is that Tyler would forgive me and we could have a second chance one day. Nobody realises how much I love him. It's an indescribable feeling that nobody will understand not even Tyler. He will never understand how much I love him. Not even Shay, my best friend understands how much I love him and she knows and understands everything about me.