The Things I Notice

To Live And Let Go

I'm tired of feeling the same

I want to be reckless and wild

But it's not like they'll ever allow me to complain

For all anyone ever sees is a hopeless and desperate child

Desperate to break away and rebel

To act dirty and not worry about the nights mistakes

To run the city with fire in hand, causing hell

Or to find a boy and forget my previous heartbreak

Feeling the need to light up and get high

To tip a few bottles back and feel dizzy with new friends

New friends that don't always have to know when or why

And maybe get pulled over by the lights and threatened to suspend

Get hit, just to know I can feel such pain

Maybe run away in the middle of the night and leave the doors unlocked

Lose my common sense and no longer feel sane

I'm tired of living such a black and gray life

While the lights of freedom are just ahead

To fall under the sly tricks of a girl with a knife

Without the promise of scandal and adventure, I'd rather be dead

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Meeting new and older friends who are edgy and know how to party > My life right now

-TaylorMarie