A flutter of my heart
A smile dashing across my lips
A tiny bit of nervousness
A security envelopes me
A moment where I can't breathe
A time where I try and comprehend our reality
Never fails to happen when I see you
The simplicity that exists
Our innocent connection
Time goes by unnoticed when I'm with you
The emotional pain that rarely leaves is nonexistent
I breathe without fear
I relax
I barely can help myself from smiling every time I get the chance to look at you
Every feeling for you is cliché and cheesy
But they're so real they surprised me that they could even exist
The more time I spend with you
The more I drift from just a crush to something more logical, if such a word could even be used in the relm of relationships
Goodbyes are not my forte
Yet somehow you make goodbyes easier
The comfort that I will see you again
That you won't give up on us
That we will keep being us for another month
Hope for a shared future
But for once, fantasies are calm and slow paced
Once again I dare say logical
I expect nothing
I rarely think of the future and just think of the next time I will see you
I will let everything happen at it's own time
Rushing things will just lead to a rapid spreading fire that instead of keeping us warm will be our destruction
I've been in these fires
And I won't let this fire consume us
Peace
As I think back on times we've shared
As I write of what my hippocampus never ceases to remind me of
As I let depression storm around me
Yet keep it from torturing my body
Thanks to you, I've learned how to should myself
How to function without needing to see my own blood
The emotions you present me are vast and often confusing
Yet they are unique
Emotions I've never felt before in this way
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Sorting Poems Of A Pessimistic Optimist
PoetryThese are basically poems that I use to sort out my emotions and such. The poems might be really cheesy and stuff just because the type of emotions I need to sort out most of the time. I will still update the other poem collection but I will post lo...
