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Sorting Poems Of A Pessimistic Optimist

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These are basically poems that I use to sort out my emotions and such. The poems might be really cheesy and stuff just because the type of emotions I need to sort out most of the time. I will still update the other poem collection but I will post lo...

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Tug of War

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by overthinker2416

by overthinker2416

At the same time:

I want to die

And I want to live

I want to be with you

And I want to leave you so I don't cause you any extra pain

I want to hold your hand

And I want to let you go

I want to cry

And I want to go out and face the world

I want stay awake so dreams can't haunt me

And I never want to wake up so reality can't stab me

I want to dismember each part of my heart for you

And I want to cage it up so I won't tell the world of my pain

At the same time I hate life

I love some small parts

Si as long as depression always looses this tug of war

I will stay here

I will keep playing this deadly tug of war

I will only cry

Through this hazardous tug of war