Ruined

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I was happy

For three days

I didn't want to see my crimson on my flesh

Three days I didn't want to cut so deep I could see my muscles move

You brought him up

You tore me down

I know you are hurting also

But the adult for once

And keep that from me

I was happy

For three days

I could laugh and joke with genuine 

You ruined that

The closest thing I have to a parent at this point is my brother

Now twenty two year old should have to take on the burden I carry

You say you love me

At least I know that's not a lie

But I need more than love

I need someone to help me

To defuse my bomb of emotions

You just keep adding more danger to the bomb

I need to get away

But i don't know how

You're ruining me

I was happy

For three days

You ruined it

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