𝕾𝖍𝖔𝖗𝖙 𝖘𝖙𝖔𝖗𝖎𝖊𝖘

Shattered~ Laurance Zavahl

(Part 1)

Title: Shattered PART I
Series: Diaries by (Youtuber) Aphmau

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From what I've gathered in my strange time of being offline I decided to call off the whole depressed reader thing, it's not the real thing. And I don't feel comfortable making stuff up from what I think depression is when there are people who can be easily insulted by my view on how it's taken as, when in reality it's not. I apologize in advance if I offended anyone in anyway, this is no longer a depressed one-shot, it's more dramatic to say the least. Still keeping the parts in though cuz I'm a lazy little shit-

Enjoy!

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Your p.o.v

|~Flashback~|

I walked through the woods,"Ugh.. Where did he say-" I said getting hit by a branch "OW!" I said rubbing my head.

Laurance said to meet in the forest. I don't know why. But I know is he is my friend.

I blushed at the word friend, remembering current events.

he may need some-

My thoughts were zapped out by The sight I saw two people kissing.

A girl with Raven black hair, and a boy...

"L-Laurance...? " I said, almost immediately did he let go and looked at me with his eyes widened, "you told me to come here to...?" I croaked "well this is akward....."

Aphmau. I growled, for some reason she hates me now.

"well, I'm sorry to bother your session,I'll be leaving now."

I narrowing my eyes and storming away with my hair swiftly wiping through the air. "Hey- Johnson Wait..!" Laurances voiced slowly faded away. A tear slowly fell through my face.

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I've felt pain ever since that day...

Constant shouts and cries of what I did to deserve this

I stopped leaving my house.. I basically went into panda mode.

Many people knocked on my door asking if I was okay. But I didn't listen, they didn't care. Or understood the heartbreak I was going through.

... I fell for his dirty tricks..

I grew to love him... But he didn't feel the same way

...he always loved Aphmau.

Always. About. Her.

What was so great about Her? she's just like any other girl but almost any guy loves her because she's the Lord here..

I meant nothing to him...

I mean nothing to no one here honestly.. I'm the guard that just showed up out of nowhere.

Everyone probably despises me..

I can't stay here.

Not if I'm not wanted.

I got up from the corner of my room and started grabbing necessaties and thing I need to survive. Once I gathered Everything I could I glanced out the window, seeing the growing village before me.