the fan that changed our lives

chapter 30

Zany's p.o.v

it has been the worst day of my life today. we all just got back to sian's house from the hospital and know one is saying a word harry and lee are a sobbbing mess and the rest of us dont know what to do eden and mia wont talk to anyone and i cant stop crying.

i walked into sian's room and sat on her bed looking at her pics on the walls most are of her and her nan and her dad but there is a big one of all of us from when she won that football match. fuck  miss her so much.

" z-z-zayn " a small voice called from behind me, i looked and it was mia.

" come here hunnie " i said and i picked her up and put her on my lap and we just cried together, after 10mins of crying she stopped and looked up at me.

" when will i get too say goodbye to her " she asked

" i can see if we can go now " i said looking at the sweet little girl in my arms

harry's p.o.v

i am sitting in the home gym holding sian's boxing gloves and sobbing my heart out. i know we have only been going out for 2 mounths but i love her so much and now i have lost her for good and i dont know what to do.

" harry " i looked up to see mia and zayn in the door with red eyes.

" we are going to say goodbye to her do you wanna come " zayn said in a small voice

all i could do was nod because i dont think i can trust my voice. me zayn and mia all walked out the house and into sian's car and we set off for the hospital. it took us 15mns to get there and i am trying to work out what to say.

we were with the doctor and he is taking us to sian, we got to her room and zayn went in with mia and i waited outside because i wanted to be alone when i say goodbye to the only person i will ever love with all my heart. after half an hour they came out and said they would wait for me in the car.

" hey babe, this is so hrad to have to say goodbye so i wont say it but i did write you a song i hope you like it sian

Now you were standing there right in front of me

I hold on it's getting harder to breathe

All of a sudden these lights are blinding me

I never noticed how bright they would be

I saw in the corner there is a photograph

No doubt in my mind it's a picture of you

It lies there alone in its bed of broken glass

This bed was never made for two

I'll keep my eyes wide open

I'll keep my arms wide open

Don't let me

Don't let me

Don't let me go

'Cause I'm tired of feeling alone

Don't let me

Don't let me go

'Cause I'm tired of feeling alone

I promised one day that I'd bring you back a star

I caught one and it burned a hole in my hand oh

Seems like these days I watch you from afar

Just trying to make you understand

I'll keep my eyes wide open yeah

Don't let me

Don't let me

Don't let me go

'Cause I'm tired of feeling alone

Don't let me

Don't let me go

Don't let me

Don't let me

Don't let me go

'Cause I'm tired of feeling alone

Don't let me

Don't let me

Don't let me go

'Cause I'm tired of feeling alone

Don't let me

Don't let me go

'Cause I'm tired of sleeping alone

i love you so much and i always will, i will never forget you sian "  finshed and started to walk out when i heard a beep but i just thought i was going mad so i opened the door when i heard it again,  turned around and it was sians heart thingy. omfg she is alive.

" DOCTOR DOCTOR COME HERE NOW " i yelled out the door then rushed back inside and held sian's hand. please let this be good please.