the fan that changed our lives

chapter 3

i just punched all my anger and fear away. i have lost every one i loved most but the person i miss most out of everyone is eden. she was my best friend and i know chris took her two but i dont know where and i have to find her, but there is a problem. ZAYN. we were all super close but when chris started to bully me i only told her and zayn took it out on her like physically, he didn't punch her or anything like that he would slap her but i fond out the day befor zayn left then the day after that eden disappeared and i have not seen her since, that was bout a year ago and i miss her like crazy. with one final hard punch the punch bag spit and flew aross the room. i stood there for a few minutes breathing heavy when all of a sudden i herd people gasping, i snapped my head in the direction of the sound and saw the boys with faces in 'o' shapes. " how the hell did you do that sian " niall asked in a shocked voice, i just looked at the punch bag  " well lets just say i have a lot of bottle up anger and a lot of shit in my past " i said looking at a small pic of me zayn and eden. i saw the time and it was 12:00am god i punched for 4hrs stright. wow.  walked past the boys and ran back up to my room. i heard a huge bang and a flash of light covered my room. yes a storm i love training in a storm. i heard a light knok on my bedroom door

" come in " i said still looking out the window and staring at the dark sky, i turned my head to find liam in my door way i smiled at him and he returned the gesture

" hey sian sorry to bother you " he said still smiling at me

" no bother liam what can i do ya for mate " i said whilst grabbing a pair of shorts and a none-sleeved t-shirt

" ermmm we were hoping that we could stay the night if that is okay with you " he said looking at the floor

" of cource you guys can stay. come i will show you two your rooms " i said walking out of my room and across the hall to the next door in sight, i opened the door to see a big room with two beds , t.v , night stands and other stuff. i gave that room to liam and niall they said thanks gave me a hug and walked in and shut the door. next i walked down to the next door and opeded it, it was the same as the room before which i gave to louis and zayn they hugged me and walked in and shut the door which left me and harry in the hall way. i truned to face harry and looked at his lush green eyes,  could look at the all day if i could. " right styles you have two options her, one you can sleep in a spare room on your larry or you can sleep in my room with me " i said smiling at him and he smiled back. his arms snaked around my waist and pulled me into his chest, our lips a inch apart as he spoke " do i really have to answer that babe " he said and smirked at me before connecting our lips in a sweet kiss. our lips moved together perfectly but we jumped apart as a clap of thunder made us jump.

" ok then i will be in soon i am going to train so more because i have my fight in a matter of hours and i am starting to freak but i will be in soon i promise " i kissed his sweet lips one more tme before quickly changed in to my tee and shorts and ran to my back garden. 

when i opened my back door i welcomed the cold air as i hit my skin, i walked out into the rain and to my other punch bag and started to punch it, i dont know how long i was punching for but it was a long time i am sure of that. as i was catching my breath i was someone in the door way watching me. i new it was zayn because i saw his hair, he walked towards me and had kinda a sad look on his face which got me thinking.

" sian we need to talk " he sad looking me straight in the eye

" ok what about " i ask confused a bit

" eden " he said in a small whisper but i still heard him and insatntly got mad.

" NO WAY AND I GOING TO TALK ABOUT EDEN TO YOU OF ALL PEOLPE " i yelled at him and he just looked down then looked back up at me and he looked a bit pissed off

" oh come on that was like a year ago and i only wanted to know where she was, so where is she " as he said that last part i broke into tears

" I DONT KNOW WHERE SHE IS THE DAY YOU BEAT SHIT OUT OF HER BECAUES OF SOMETHING CHRIS DID TO ME WAS THE LAST DAY SHE SPOKE TO ME THEN THE DAT AFTER YOU LEFT SHE DISAPPERED AND I HAVE NOT SEEN HER SINCE BUT I KNOW CHIRS HAS SOMETHING TO DO WITH THIS BUT THE WORST PART IS THAT IT IS ALL YOUR FAULT THAT SHE STOPED TALKING TO ME "  i yelled at him as the tears streamed down my face but it is what he did next that pushed me over the line. 

" WELL IF YOU HAD JUST TOLD ME THAT CHRIS WAS BEATING YOU UP EVERY DAY THEN I WOULD NOT HAVE HAD TO GET IT OUT OF HER WOULD I " he yelled at me and befor i knew what  was doing my left fist hit him in the face and made him fall to the ground as he did i got on top of him and just punched him multiple times until someone pulled me off of him and that person would be louis and harry while niall and liam where with zayn i was dragged back into the house.