Erica POV
I picked King up from school today, got home and continued cleaning the house. King is really good in making a mess i mean sure, he has to clean his own room but he leaves his stuff all over the house, there was this one time I stumbled over a Superman action figure, almost broke my foot because of that thing. To be honest I haven't told bey about my son king yet but i plan too when the time is right thought or when she calls or comes over cause i don't know who she'll react if i tell her i have a child.
I was so caught up in my thoughts i didn't realize someone was at the door until king came in running
King: Mommy somebody at the door
Me: Who could that be ? king could you get it for me please
King : Sure mommy
King: *opens the door and see's Shad*
Shad: Hey king , how are you
Me: *hearing a low voice talking to my son*
King: *Turns around and calls mom*
i was running down the stairs , i got myself together before walking quickly towards king when i arrived at the i saw ........ i saw ......... HIM
Me: king go inside
King: im sorry mommy *looking down*
Me: Its okay baby boy *kissing his forehead then rubbing his cheek* you don't have to say sorry its not your fault that mommy's past decides to come back when it's not wanted
After king left to go in his room, i stood in the doorway my heart started to pound against my chest but i said not a word i just stared at him, then the asshole finally spoke.
Shad: So??
Me: What do you want Shad? *Trying to sound as confident as possible*
Shad: *sighed* E, let me in please
He tried to come in only making me close the door more if he thinks his little tricks are going to work this time he got a next guess coming nigga got me fucked all the way up.
Shad: *raising an eyebrow* you serious E?!?!?!
Me: Does it look like i'm laughing shad? You see me making jokes? Yes I'm serious. Now what do you want * trying to maintain my cool but my heart was going faster and faster*
He started laughing like something was fucking funny or something and it wasn't just any normal laugh dude and then there it was that funny creepy ass smile.
Shad: Yo E just let me in , i ain't no fucking stranger
This nigga ain't get the drift that he's not wanted around here , how can i make an asshole understand so i closed the more
Me: tell me what the fuck do you want or just leave me alone fam
This nigga didn't listen , he walked and pushed the door which caused me to lost me grip of the door causing me to fall , he seemed so shocked , like this shxt ain't happened before
Shad: Oh shxt .... um.... what am i doing , im sorry erica
Me: GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME AND GO STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME , GET OUT!!!!! *feeling the tears filling my eyes*
How could he do this to me again after what happened
Shad: Erica, I'm sorry... Just listen ..... I'm here for business, I'm stressed the fuck out. I swear, this was an accident. I never meant to push you. I just..
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Hers (BeyMena)
FanfictionErica isn't looking for love after her abusive relationship with shad, but when Beyonce comes along and makes her feel like herself again. Will she fall in love or will she go back to her old ways?
