"Hey," I looked up from my phone at James, my cousin, "I heard youi were upset." He held his hand ouit and patted his palm, telling me to give him my phone.
I sighed and gave it to him, "Just don't--"
"Look thru your messages, I knowthe drill." He recited from memory, I nodded.
"And nothing's wrong just tired I guess."
"That's what you use to say, look where that led to." I glared at him.
"I put myself in taht position and I obviously got out of it--I'm fine." He put his hands up in defeat.
I sighed and shook my head, thinking about what I'd just said. "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have snapped at you like that."
He was one of those few people in my life that had stayed; one of those few family members who were more understanding.
"Its alright; so, how are you? How was yoiur week?"
After everything that had happened, he never failed to ask me how I was doing. I felt as if I didn't have to bring it up--as if knowing about my day wasn't a burdern--like they wanted to actually know.
"My week was alright, yoiu know the usual: wake up, deal with school, come home."
"Anything else?" I shook my head. "My dad was telling us that your dad said something about a music project?"
"Yeah, its pretty cool, we get to make our own origional song with a partner and stuff." I shrugged my shoulders as if it were no big deal.
"Who's your partner?"
When I said I hadn't told anyone about Austin, James had been an exception. He didn't know the whole thing, but he knew enough to make his assumptions.
"Austin." I shrugged.
"Mahone?"
"Yeah," I shrugged again, "Its alright, not much talking but whatever."
"And did you choose this partner, or were they assigned?"
"They were assigned. Its whatever James, its the past and I have to let it go."
If only I took my own advice-- I was alright giving advice, but terrible at following it.
"If you say so, I think you should follow your own advice." I sighed and nodded. "Here's your phone," He took it out of his pocket and examined it, "It keeps vibrating and stuff."
"Its probably Twitter." I muttered.
"Twitter and you just now got a message from Austin." He slid something on the screen and showed it to me: he wanted me to unlock it. "Hey, are you mad? Can we work today?" He quoted from the text.
"What I tell you about reading my messages?"
"You told me not to do it, and I do it anyways, what's the point in even telling me." He handed me back the phone. "Why would you get mad at him?" I gave him a look, "besides whatever you got going on."
"Well, besides everything else, I'm guessing he thinks I'm mad because we argued about our project and I walked off."
"Is that it? An argument about a project?"
Now that I thought about it, it was a stupid reasons. We were about to graduate high school, and we got mad at each other for something dumb.
"Yeah, it was stupid now that I think about it." I admitted, I took out my phone and sent him a quick text.
No, I'm not mad, and yes I can work on the project.
"Do you mind driving me home? I have no ride back?" I asked James.
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Nothing Is What It Use To Be (Austin Mahone Fan Fiction // Completed)
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