Invisible (Cake BoyXBoy )

Chp 11!

Luke's P.O.V:

"Cal...I...."
His eyes were full of curiosity and worry.

"I like...." I swallowed taking in a breath.

"You like?" He questioned quietly.

"I eh....."

"Luke...." Calum whispered making me look up as he took my hand.

"I know you like Jay"
My eyes widened and my heart sped up slightly.
Jay..... Jay......
"Wait..."

"It's ki-nda obvious" he smiled lightly.

"I....Cal..."

"It's okay! If you don't wan-t me to date him I don't ha-ve to-o. In homesite I d-on't think we-'l-l work-k out...."

"Why?" I asked raising my eyebrows.

"He-he know's n-othing about me, I don't think he can han-dle it....."

"What is there to handle?"

"Everything......I'm a mes-s I'm a f... up... I can-'t even spea-k with out stu-tter-ing even now in front of y-ou..."

"But Cal that's okay! I don't care if you stutter and I'm sure Jay doesn't either!"

"That's not t-the point! I do..."

"Well you shouldn't!" I shrugged taking his hand.
"You should be proud of everything that you are as a person, stutter,anxiety,sexiness,cuteness,weird puppy likeness"

"That isn't a ..."

"Do not correct my grammar I'm on a roll here mate" I said sarcastically.

A small smirk appeared in his lips and I continued.

"You mean a lot to me a lot... So much!
I can't live with out you Cal you might think your not made for this world that a your useless an anxiety ridden nerd!

"But I don't believe that I don't believe any of the bad things you think about yourself! Your beautiful and your amazingly talented! "

"Just don't give up on me....
don't give up on me yet..." I said my voice shaking at the last few words.

"Luke I.......I...can't help t-that it's j-just what h-happens I-I-I..." His eyes pooled with water.

"It's okay, I'm not also got you to change, I love the way you are...
But I really  just want you to love you they way you are..."

"It's not as easy as it sounds...."

"I can't say I know because I don't, but I can be there for you.."

He smiled looking up at me.
"Yeh, I love you"

"Love you too Cal..."

I pulled him into a massive hug wrapping my arms around shoulders as he wrapped his arms around my waist.

I sighed into his shoulder pulling him even closer.

He chuckled lightly causing his shoulders to shake.
"I'm not going anywhere" he smiled.

Calum's P.O.V:

*next day in school*

"Hey Cal!"

"Hey L!" I smiled walking towards him a not of jolliness in my steps.
After Luke and I's talk last night I felt better than I usually do.

"How are you? You look happy"He smiled.
"Yeh I am, you?"
"Pretty good! Let's go meet the guys!"
I nodded waking alongside him in the corridor.

A voice ring through the hallway
"Hey Faggot!cant even go on a little date some f......g fag"
(I hate that word... I'm only using it for effect otherwise I despise that word)

I tensed knowing it was for me. Like grabbed my arm pulling me faster through the hall.
"Cal you okay?"
I shook my head.
"I'm sorry..."
I shrugged looking down at my feet.
"Don't listen to him he's a d.. and for the record I don't like him...."

To think Jay actually liked me....

I'm so stupid...

I don't deserve the amount of good things I get in my life...

I don't deserve any of it...

I have a good life..I shouldn't be sad nothing happened that bad to me to make me go crazy...

Who am I kidding? I'm not crazy...

I'm just a person that gives a f.... less then everyone else about life.

HELLO EVERYBODY!!!!
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