Pawns

chapter eleven

This chapter is dedicated to @Dovestar145 for the new title. :D
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I'm freaking out, like majority freaking out. Meet there gang leader, i-I don't thing I can do that.

"Are you guys insane!? You want me to actually go meet your gang leader? What am I going to do sit down have coffee with him? Oh how bout this for a conversation starter, 'so your gang fake kidnapped me..huh? Well at least it was a nice day out.' I can't do this you guys." I ramble as I pace the living room.

"Raine calm down, Hector is a good man." Jax says in a soothing voice.

"Yeah well he can't be that good of a man if he's in a gang." I say.

"So does that me that since we are in a gang that we're bad people as well?" Jax asks sounding kind of hurt. But honestly I'm to busy freaking out to pay much mind to it.

I start pacing faster, I'm pretty sure I'm wearing the nice carpet out.

"Raine are you even listening to us?" I hear Dominic ask, he sounds really irritated.

"Huh?" I turn to them.

"God you can be so dense sometimes, I can see why Matt gets so annoyed of you." I hear Jax mumble under his breath. I stare at him in shock. The guys stare at him like he's crazy, I'm pretty sure I wasn't supposed to hear that.

Scoffing I run up the stairs and lock my self in what I know is cams room.

I can not believe he said that. Does he really think I'm annoying? Oh god, I am annoying. Aren't i? Is that why Matt and the boys really hate me? Not for the stuff I did but because I'm annoying? Ugh why am I so stupid!

"Raine? Its cam, can you open up?" A voice, cams, says from the other side of the door interrupting my mental (not coo koo) break down.

Timidly walking to the door I unlock it and allow cam to enter before relocking it.

"Look Jax doesn't have the balls to say it but he's sorry." Cam says sitting on the bed.

"Well he sure didn't seem like it." I say sitting next to him.

"You know he didn't mean what he said, right? He was just...he's just...he's not a very...charismatic person. And he has like no filter so he always says things even if he doesn't mean it." Cam explains.

"I understand though, I can be really annoying sometimes. I understand that, But i..I really thought Jax and I were getting along, I guess I thought wrong." I tell him.

"Oh em gee! Oh em gee! You totally like him!" Cam exclaims like a little girl.

I slap my hand over his mouth, "holy horses cam could you get any louder?" I ask him. He nods his head.

Rolling my eyes I remove my hand.

"Oh my goodness this is so awesome! I need to make a ship name! How about.....rax? No that reminds me of shelves....um oh how about jaine? Oh my gods you guys are Jaine!" Cam all but squeals out.

"Ugh cam you can not go around repeating that to anybody, especially Jax." I tell him sternly.

"My lips are sealed" he makes a zipping movement across his lips.

"Good"

"Yep, soooo you need to get dressed." Cam says tapping my knee then standing up.

"What? Why?" I ask also standing.

"Because silly your meeting our leader....tonight....we'll in like twenty minutes to be exact." He says.

"What?! What do I even wear to meet a gang leader?" I ask .

"Oh oh oh looks like we need a fashion expert!" Cam exclaims running out of the room.

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Fifteen minutes later and cam has me sat in a chair wearing skinny jeans a grey v neck top and cams old shrunken leather jacket that fits me.

Cams 'fashion expert' who also happens to be curling my hair right now is, Jackson.

He picked the entire outfit.

As u silently pray that Jackson does not burn my scalp, cam sits on his bed trying to solve a rubix cube.

"Dangit this thing is impossible!" He exclaims throwing it on the bed.

"Awe is poor little cam getting agitated?" Jackson teases.

"Your lucky I don't want to risk you burning Raines precious scalp or I'd chuck this rubix cube at your head.." cam threatens.

"Oh I'm trembling in my boots." Jackson says sarcastically. I can't help but laugh at the two's antics.

"So...is this Hector guy really not that bad?" I ask.

"Well I mean he's nice enough, you just don't want to get on his bad side." Jackson says finishing that last curl.

"Yeah I mean we all get along with him just fine." Cam says picking back up the rubix cube.

"Okay, so on a scale of 1-10 how worried should I be?" I ask them.

"Eh I'd say about a 5 1/2?" Cam says then looks over at Jackson, who nods his head in agreement while unplugging the curler.

"Yo you guys ready to lea-" Dominic cuts off when he walks in, "wow Raine you look ho- nice you look nice."

"Thanks Dominic." I tell him standing from the chair.

"So you ready to go you guys?" He asks.

Taking a deep breath I bid my head and follow him out of the room.

I'm so not ready.

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(A/N)
Hops you guys enjoyed this update. I fell as though I rushed it so I'm jot sure how it came out.

Picture is of Jake