Unexpected - A Dan Howell series

Unexpected - Part 5

3 weeks have gone by and my friendship with Dan seems to be back in tact after the incident. I'm sitting at home reading a book when i get a knock on the door. I place my book and and walk over to the door, with a hop in my step, I don't know why but lately I've been in a really good mood. 

"Whose there?" I shout at the door, smile on my face. 

"It's Dan, let me in, It's fucking cold out here". 

Just to spite him I take my time in unlocking the door, and when the lock clicks, stating that the door is now unlocked, Dan practically barges his way in. 

"Jesus (Y/n) could you have taken any longer? " 

I poked my tongue at him and smiled 

"Well i could have just not let you in at all". 

"That's true i guess, Anyway, do you have anything to eat?"

I skipped my way over to the kitchen with Dan in tow, and opened up the pantry. This week I've stocked up my kitchen because I just feel hungry all the time, like really, what is that? I handed Dan a packet of his favorite chips and grabbed a packet for myself as well. From the kitchen, we made our way over to the living room where an episode of american horror story was on, so I jumped onto the sofa, crossing my legs and patting the spot next to me, telling Dan to sit with me. He smiles and sat down, practically deciding to just lounge all over me, knocking the bag of chips I had onto the ground. 

"Hey!, I was eating those"

"Well it doesn't look like you're eating them now does it" Dan said chuckling

"Dammit Dan, pick them up, I'm hungry"

"Okay (Y/n) jeez, what's up with you today?" 

i looked at him confused, not really knowing what he was talking about, he continued.

" You just snapped at me for knocking a bag of food out of your hand, when i do that quite often and you have never gotten this mad at me for it before" 

I shrugged, I couldn't explain why i snapped at him, but I did, and now I felt extremely bad for it. 

"I'm sorry Dan, I didn't mean it" 

I looked up at him and he smiled again 

"hey, hey, it's okay, Just, no need to be so touchy, haha, anyway, did you want to come out with me and the guys on the 22nd? we're thinking about dinner, a movie and maybe to a club afterwards". 

"Uhh, I mean, I guess, what's the date today?"

 "the 19th, why?"

As soon as he said that i sat up right, the 19th, no, it couldn't be. I practically bolted from the sofa to the calendar on my wall, knocking over Dan's legs in the process.

"Jesus (y/n), slow the fuck down".

 I wasn't paying attention as i was trying to calculate the time in my head. I mean, i knew i was late but i didn't realise that i was late by almost 2 weeks. Shit. Shit shit shit. Please no, This would ruin everything, Dan and i just started getting back on track. I raced over to my room and grabbed a coat.

"Dan i have to go, you can let yourself out whenever" 

Not giving him time to respond, i raced out the door. I have to get down to the store, like now..

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I've been standing here for twenty minutes, just staring at the tests. Pregnancy tests. I just don't know what to pick, Do i want to buy the fast reaction ones, do i want the one that tells me how far along I am if I actually am pregnant. Oh god, I might be pregnant. Fuck, my, life. I eventually just decide to buy one of each, it's better to be sure, right? I make my way over to the checkout counter not really watching what I'm doing. I grab a few other things like cookies and all other foods junky and so, so sweet. I pay what i need to and start to make my way home. I'm not excited at all, if anything I feel like my whole world is about to implode beneath my feet.

I quietly open my front door, and look around, trying to see if Dan is here still, After quickly dumping my bags in my room and searching through my home, I sigh in absolute relief, I don't know how i could hide this from him at the moment. I make my way to the kitchen and pull out a big bottle of water, drinking it down as quickly as i could, the cold liquid just rushing down my throat. I sit for about 20 minutes until i have to go to the bathroom, i carry my bag of tests, feeling extremely insecure about the situation I'm in. As i walk to the bathroom, I close the door and begin my task that would keep me occupied for the next while.

What will happen if I'm pregnant? I'm so afraid.