A/N It's gonna be kinda short. Oh well.
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Smile, Laugh, Cry, Play
I'm still hurting everyday
Why can't you see my pain?
I swear that I'm going insane
Are you that blind?
You just left me behind
My head is all up in the clouds
Because I can't stop thinking about how.
How we used to be
Before I had to beg & plea
I still want to cry out for you
But I know that you won't pull through
I sit and cry everyday
Then pretend everythings okay
But I know it's not
I'm on monotone like a robot
I feel so ashamed
But you're the one to blame
Its hard to trust anymore
All because you walked out of that courthouse door
I really do love you
But it's really hard to love a fool
~ Ash
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