Ok guys. this is basically my feelings toward a certain family member. We were really close and he kind of just "walked out" on everything. He ran away from his problems and this is basically how I feel. Sorry if it's repetitive........ Here goes(: hope ya enjoy!!!
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(A/N This "chapter" is called " Part one")
Don't look back.
Its too much pain.
It's too much regret.
You never seemed to care.
I was the only one who ever did.
Now I feel like the fool.
For blaming it on myself.
Now I have to deal with the pain of not seeing you.
Your mistakes never affected you.
Only me.
And my family.
You really don't know how much I do care.
I can't see you.
I can't talk to you.
I can't take the pain.
It hurts too much.
The good memories.
The bad ones.
It doesn't matter anymore, now does it?
Why can't you accept the fact that I always have cared?
You can beg to differ....
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(A/N How was it? Comment please? I would love it! Thanks!)
