Agents of Shield The A shield

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 I don't know what to do. I have seen a photo of my self hurting some girl. I have got into fights before but this was different. I just feel sick to my stomach now. I have to meet Ward or have it found out what I am. 

 I was sitting on the beach and I wondered what to do. 

GO TO THE PLACE WARD LIKED WHERE YOU COULD HAVE A DRINK YOU MAY BE STUOID BUT EVEN YOU SHOULD BE ABLE TO DO THAT EASY GUSSEING GAME A

 I know where A meant. The thing was I was fifteen not eighteen. I don't think  that I passed for eighteen. I looked older than my age but I didn't look like an eighteen head old.

As I walked to the bar my first thing I thought when I looked at it was it a typical bar where you could go and get  drunk. I noticed three slutty collage aged girls. Okay my plan was more than a little clitche to sneak with a few collage girls. Somehow I got in.

Straight away I saw Ward. Ward was sitting alone drinking. I took a seat near bye. He didn't seem to notice me.

I was only sitting there for a few minutes when a girl sat next to Ward.

"Hay"  said the girl

The girl had dark blond hair and was wearing dark red lipstick. I wanted to shoot him. The girl was acting flirty and Ward had broken Sky's heart where she had another slutty looking girlfriend.

"I'm Amy" said the girl

Ward was silent

"Can I buy you a drink" Amy asked him

"No" snapped Ward

He caught site of me and walked over.

"Lydia" he said softly

I remained silent resiting the urge to run.

"Heard you were okay" he said teasingly.

This was to much.

"Like you care" I snapped

"Lydia" said Ward softly

I glared at him. I had a knife up my sleeve. I wanted to stab him.

My phone bleeped and I checked it.

MAKE IT GO AWAY A

"Oh God" I muttered to myself 

"Nice hair" said Ward and I resisted the urge to stab him 

"Now Lydia unless your hear to tell me that Sky has picked me over shield please go" he said causally taking a sip of his drink 

 Stab I thought to myself. 

"Why" I demanded "Why did you do that to Cassie to Trip to Sky to everyone you lying son of a bitch" I snapped

 For the first time I saw real emotion on Wards face. 

"Do you think I'm proud of what I did me and my little brother and my sister were beaten up by my older brother for nothing my older brother used to make me beat up my younger brother made me force him down the well I joined Hydra to keep my brother safe and I haven't heard from my sister in years  I never meant to kill Trip I didn't want to fall for Skye or kill Trip I may not be a saint like you or Cassie or Skye or my sister but I'm not evil"  he snarled

"Who was your sister" I said 

 What I thought to myself. Why did I ask that. 

"Ginny her name was Ginny and whats this for making me feel bad I haven't seen my sister since I worked for Hydra" he snarled

 I turned away and started to run.